-- In Memories of Chester Bennington
Mortality is so overrated
I think of leaving this world
Wrapped in despair
Some believe it’s cowardly to Quit
But it takes lot of will to bleed
Every time I hear those voices
Every time they scream into my ears
Every cell in my body freezes
And I keep deciding
Shall I bleed
Shall I choke
grasping for life
How I feel
What I feel
Is it worst
Than what I can do to myself.
My tears rolling down my cheek
Feels like earth slipped out of my feet
No Soul to turn to
No shoulder to lay and rest
So I decide this is my final day
And that moment is all it takes
So I decide I need to bleed
Let the bad blood drain
I search crazily
For an incentive
Something sharp
To cut through my vein
Give me rest
Forever from this fate
I picked a blade
Rusted and deteriorated
I push it through my skin
I cried I cried
Tears kept rolling
Pain too intense
My heart or my vein’s bleeding.
Gushing blood and pain intensifying
So I quit
Leaving only this wound
Later to turn into scar
A reminder
how far I went
A reminder how weak I am
I chose to live again
I chose to give up to my physical pain
To breath again
Cowardly breath air
Cowardly breath live
And next moment am in my senses
am in a fight
Fight to survive
My will completely broken
And am opening my door to the night
This was a week back
And today my life moves on
I hear about you suddenly
Been long since you shared a song
Didn’t know I will hear from you like this
You chose to quit
Quit on me, on us
You are gone, jus’ like that.
Leaving the world mute
Speechless without a word
Stunt, shocked
and numb forever
and numb forever
I will not hear you live
But your songs will still be undying
Your voice will echo
And you’ll remembered
by every broken soul
by every broken soul
Mortality is so overrated
but you’re a legend
and you’re going be Alive.
but you’re a legend
and you’re going be Alive.
Incredible words. Chester will be missed and remembered for the rest of my life. RIP.
ReplyDeleteThanks... He is a legend and he left a legacy with his words with his voice.
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