I start, then I stop,
I hear and then get blind,
The heart scream and am quite
when tears roll, I keep smile.
The silence stays on my lips,
but can't stop my mind,
to move around this,
What is peace, whats happiness,
when my soul is complete.
I try to chase a light,
to open up, to escape and cry out loud
I try to seek a sound,
when whole world has shut down.
I pause, when I start.
am lost, when I walk.
The beauty I gaze,
yet my heart can't skip breath.
There several striving back
but always I fell upside down
Now I can't get up to find
those broken solution are confined.
Every faith I had, is lost with time
my strengths are drowned in weaknesses now.
whats sorrow, how I define
my whole life's been struggling time.
When sadness become a music
and harmony is played by misery
where the life stops
to appreciate the beauty
the stage I admired around.
That moment I was alone
I enjoyed talking to my own
several hymns and words I spoke
carelessly ignored other soles.
But my poor heart can not feel,
the hole inside heart didn't heal,
the sufferings are still excruciating
and there is nothing in this world to hold.
These storms, which frequently pass by
it rises with winning height
I fall on my face for the last time
and this time no tears but a smile.
I admit my failure now
I realize I can't win any how
defeat is what I take, with my head bow.
I can't fight, no more.
I won't struggle, no more.
I give up, with numb fold.
I take away this lost sole of mine,
am not guilty but won't give any alibi.
With all I have given up,
with all I am leaving behind,
my heart will be there with you,
when I take an exile.
