Sacred Collection Of Sir Charlemagne

HONEST MISTAKE

When you're upset,
You hurt me bad,
I take it all in,
And help you stand....
But all that hurt,
doesn't go away...
It tears my heart,
And bruises my soul,
All I ask of you is to show me a way,
How I can share the pain,
And be whole again.
Please stay with me,
When I sway,
I know I hurt you baby,
An honest mistake
Can I expect you to ignore it,
And listen to what the heart says?



MOURNING SMILE

If I'm so bad,
Jus Let me know.
If what I ask is too much,
Jus say so.
When I'm gone
Jus carry on.
Don't mourn,
Rejoice everything you hear
The sound of my voice,
Jus know
That I'm lookin' down at you smilin'
And I did not feel a thing,
So baby don't feel no pain
Jus smile me back.



DEATH A DREAM

Why death is so sweet and pure,
Why death is the only cure,
Why death tempting me,
Why death is all I see,
Why death the final rendezvous,
Why is death Oh! so true,
Why is death so hard to foresee,
Why doesn't death come for me?

Who Am I ???

I'm Lost, I'm broke,
I turn back, and keep that hold
I wait, I wait until you call me
And you call me back to our home.

I wonder, who am I?
I surrender, I jump into your arms,
Put me somewhere safe, hold me tight
Coz its here, where I belong.

Who am I? I wonder again & again,
Do I've an identity,
Call me heart, call me back,
Its only you, who can bring me if am lost.

Who am I? Tell me where I am,
I'm so lost,
I don't have a face,
Call me something, call my name.

I'm lost,
And you're confused,
Look inside your heart,
Tell me if I'm the one.

Tell me, If I'm someone, belong to you
Its me, its simply me
Its all I've figured
When I'm lost in you.

I Wish

I wish I could again be a child,
Innocent & unaware of the world.
I wish I could have sound sleeps,
Careless & silent still snoring dreams.

I wish I could swing in the garden,
when breeze & birds sing with me.
I wish I could play with unreality,
If caught followed my elder's sanity.

I wish I could scream my heart out,
If I find my things are misfound.
I wish I could break things,
And try to hide 'em under closet wings.

I wish I could cry loudly,
When am weepy with leaking eyes.
I wish I could express myself,
And its cute everybody feel.

I wish I could scold my teddy
When I'm upset with the neighboring.
I wish I had an manikin,
To dress the way I want him.

I wish I could try my mom's heels
To look talk & feel big.
I wish I could dress up,
To pretend am grown up.

I wish to wish again,
To grow faster & have a plane.
I wish I couldn't have wished that day,
When I had all I wish today.

Demonic Angel

Haunted devil has no plan
Angel voice it keep saying sangs
Drowned in love and soaked with blood
Undead life is far distant.
Life is deserted sand
Leaving control in my hands
Relation, compassion, trust and emotion
Play under demonic invasion.
Devil attracts, demon pull
Hell devastate every loving soul
Angel's love, vampire's kiss
Venomous bite but tears missed.
In angel voice it speaks again
Am the devil with hellish flames
But innocent eyes leave you confuse
I warn you, I warn you again
Coz free-will is one thing
I can't change in voodoo plane.
So giving you a fatal choice
Which way you wanna crawl
Stabbed by an angel
Or killed by a ghost
Coz Am not leaving now
And you're stuck with demon soul.

Unintentional Intimacy

The touch of unclear words
The faith on uncertain love
Still a trust on the invisible start
That can't ever depart

An unconditional care
An unworthy spare
For the mistakes taking flight
And settle down after a fight

A fate to be together
A try to separate never
Still storm push us apart
But a hold that can't detach

A home with a lost direction
A soul without a destination
A pain that needs cure
With the love so pure

A river drowned in emotion
A kiss filled with passion
So a trust on untold future
Saving all to get it nurtured

How It Started???

Sometime I am confused,
I wonder when and how it started.
It’s not something which is digital,
It’s been so slow and gradual.

So one day I stepped up,
I knew you were the one who was scared.
The fear I had that I would loose you.
The jealousy I had not to be misused.

I didn’t play black magic,
But you confess yourself on beach.
Did you know what was there in my mind?
But I accept my heart, what it was trying to cry.

We move on together into the feeling wasn’t new to us,
But every single leaf on our tree was freshly grown and blushes.
Every moment is rainbow,
Every sound is music of nightingale.

I was so lost in your heaven, where purity lies and divine crave in,
But suddenly I get hit by reality, so pitched darkness all I can see.
Do I really open up to you, or is it too much I expect,
Sometime I see you irritated, when you say that I make frustrate.

The hurt if I’ve, I keep insida me,
The silent walls surround, and the tears you can’t see.
But you carry my delicate heart,
That you protect from the start.

So you come to see,
Several hugs and kisses meant only for me.
Funny faces and stupid words,
You jus want to make me laugh.

Why you don’t let me stay angry,
Why don’t you jus let me go?
You hold my face and turn me to yours,
I’m lost in the innocent eyes and the thousand dreams it shows.

I don’t know when all these started,
I was lost, when you brought me back home.
You answered my question.
You stepped & hold.

I still wonder, when all these perceive,
You at once remind the day you came to station to receive.
You made the mirror so clear,
Everything in front of me was very real.

But still I stand confused & wondered,
When your trustful hands grab me as a reminder,
And your truthful lips tell me a story,
You closed my eyes said nothing to worry.

You started from beginning of the tale,
The day you gave me hugs and emotions didn’t fail.
It started when I kissed your lips,
So that you don't feel bad about kissing me.

It started with a trust,
Trusting more than anyone in the world.
It started with the faith,
That whatever you do, you won’t misbehave.

It started when we looked at each other,
We believe in a happy family together.
It started with a jealousy, it started with a change.
It starts every moment, moments that can never end.

500 Years & More

I was flying to the sun,
But all I got was burnt.
I fell right down to the earth,
And I got all scattered apart.

I went in the shadow,
Coz I was scared of sunlight.
I stayed in the darkness,
No matter hows the sunny sky.

I cried all the night,
That i wanted to hold it tight.
But I preferred to stay down out of sight,
And not to take another flight.

I didn't collect my shattered furs,
But in the darkness it warmly grows.
The urge insida me again prevail,
That my love for the sun can ever reveal.

So I took courage to step outside,
Show my new grown furs to my friends beside.
I looked at the sun and again attracted with its shiny eyes,
I grabbed my potential to fly up and high.

This time with the determination,
not to fall again,
But with the quotation,
that the Mighty Phoenix win the game.

Unexplainably Explained

We had lot of good times,
We had lot of fun.
We were together
When we were all alone.
But now I'm confused
But now I'm scared
Is this the time to again say a goodbye
Is this the time to again cry
I cant stand away from you
After holding your hand in shade and sun lights.
But i cant stand see you with the guy
Who brought rain into my nights
I wanted to move on
I wanted to start again,
I wanted to be your loving friend
I wanted to be precious again
But I'm a diamond which has turned into a stone.
But never realize i can be replaced so soon.
So here i say goodbye
So here i see you for last time
Maybe this poem doesn't rhyme
But may be it says all my heart wanna sign.

You in Me

Take my hand
Take my lead
'Coz i cant walk
In this one way street

Am not afraid
Not afraid at all
Coz i know you'll catch me
Every time i fall

So close your eyes
Feel my heart deep inside
With every low & high
I'll be there by your side

Stretch your hands
I will grab one
I will show u the way
In every turn

So take a step
And come to me
In the dark night
Shine a light for me

Take one breath
And breathe with me
Coz i am alive
When u kiss me.

You can stay
Thousand miles apart
Coz my heart will stay
Anywhere you're

But would u promise
Forget me not
Coz without u
I'm all lost

Time can take us apart
Chances can be shorten to start
But feelings bemused
Touch heart from distance apart

Every day every step together
We trying getting better
So hold me close to u
Don't let me go so soon

So take my name
Take a chance
Call me home
And together we shall dance

Take my hand
Take my lead
Show me the road
That will bring u back to me.

Lifeless & Cold

There was a knock at my door
But no one on the other side
Am I waiting for someone?
I asked myself to be sure

Getting back in the house,
The doors were all close.
Snowy storm was furious and high
The echoing scream weren’t going outside

I beat my head
Several wound on my face
The body is aching with the physical pain
But not enough to remove the emotion stain

I drive outside on my car
I crossed a pair of lonely bar
Nothing can stop me by tonight
Not even the red street light

I don’t care whatever happens next
If I live or die in regrets,
I'm so frustrate, so furious and betrayed
I want my soul to be free out of this bodily stage

Not trapped in the confessions
He says life has its own value
But I see death a drug to all pain
The pushing time ticking my head

There’s no trust, no one on whom I rely
Life seems black and without the answers
The stage is a question mark,
And there is no spot light

Give me a reason to live,
I wanna trust I find my faith so rusted
In the darkness cold and moisted
Can you take my hand to light again?

Wait a minute!
I don’t know who you are,
You’re not that medicine not the part I loved,
Now Lifeless is all in me, don’t have another reason to start.

Fatal Survival

It takes lot of courage,
to end your life,
a little more,
to even survive.
When silent night shouts on you,
you scream till fatal,
on dancing tunes,
does lightning sky,
shine your life?
or it stuck you sane,
deep inside your mind.
Closed eyes is nothing but crime,
fight for yourself you still have time.
Face off your survival,
challenge it to death,
coz happiness is discovered
after this drowning rain.