Friday, May 27, 2016

Lucifer: Chapter 2

For story until now Go To the END : 
Chapter Two - The Reason












Lips tied sealed forever
Thought lost
only fixating in his blue eyes
Lost in this angelic aura
How can I even exist in his presence
Nervous I kept shaking
He sat beside me
"Oh! My lord,
I can't breathe"

He smile and
picked a yellow little flower
He moved my hair
And placed it there
"I'm Samuel." he said
My lips still tied
and I am expressionless
So he continued
what he had to say
"but you know me already,
I perceive, 
as you keep following me."
"Oh! My lord, he knew,
Am so embarrassed
I couldn’t face him"
So I tried to get up
And run."

But he caught my hand
and gentle pulled me
To sit next to him and uttered these words
"Don't worry, I enjoy your company too
Even though from distance
I watch over you for years
and doing so, lost myself in you"

"I watch you every day at morning,
When the first light of the sun
Sparkles your face
You wake up so disturbed
but convince yourself
Its going to be a great day"

As the morning grows brighter
You stand on your balcony
And comb your dark hair
In the midst of your hairs 
you keep me captured.

Your kindness is beyond words
You love every soul on earth
Those animal you feed
from your share
sometime with the last bread
nothin' for you left for days.

A year back you
saved a drowning child
You knew not to swim
but cared enough
For someone else's life.

You work all day
without rest
beaten by your master
and torture by rotten souls
passing and crossing you every day.
But you don't say a word to 'em
And believe in fate that time will change.

Nights are my favorite
You thank my father
and gaze upon the stars
You keep looking at 'em
until you're dreams
weighs your eyes."

Amazed by his words
I questioned myself
Am I dreaming
Am I worthy of this
Soon he continued
"Yes, My love
Your face so beautiful
My heart aches
You're the perfection 
amongst the rest
If there an eternity 
I wish to share it with you
Jus' tell me this my love,
Do you feel the same
But if not, 
Don't hesitate
I won't cross your way
even though it tears my heart
I will mourn alone in dismay.

I held his hand
So the moment froze
I nodded
I lay my head on his shoulder
I felt every bit as him
And more.
But I couldn’t say a word
Not a word I could speak
Even if I want to
I couldn’t
Am curse with silent voice
am flawed with forever's grief.

I thought to myself
"Am only a blemish speck in the crowd
Without parents, without love
Am no lady of a mansion
Am no princess
Am only a poor mute girl
Not suited for a prince
And definitely not for an angel"

He held my face in his hand
And said, "do you think
Your status matter
I love you
With all my heart
And it feels good
to finally be able to say this
You are the connection
I have with this world
You're the reason
for my love for humankind.
It never mattered
You can't speak aloud
I can listen to your sweet voice
My love,
I can listen to your thoughts
Every time you think about me
Every time you want to talk
Jus' say those words
and wherever I am
I hear you fine".

Tears rolled down my cheeks
And I finally found a place
where am whole
He said, "if you want me to
give you a voice
You jus' have to want it
You can ask me
to give you a voice
an ability to sing
Jus' want it and its your.
My darling you're my love and
I've few tricks up my sleeves
to make everything work."

I smiled wiping my tears
"if it's true
If you really hear me
Am happy enough
I mayn't sing aloud
but I would know 
Someone cares of this poor girl
And its enough for my lifetime."

He raised my face
And looked into my eyes
He leaned closer
so close 
I felt his warm breathing
He held my waist in one hand
He held my face in another
And pulled me closer.
I closed my eyes
As his lips touched mine
It's like several lighting struck
all at one time
My heart beating faster
All my senses went numb
But feeling as such
I wished time stood still forever.

But not seconds later
The sky started to burn
Huge rocks from the sky
Came hitting the earth with fire

My angel spread his wings
Protecting me inside his arms
And closed to his chest
But I could hear the deadly screams
People dying and getting hurt
But then I heard his beating heart
Even in the moment of apocalypse 
when everything is about to end
I felt bliss like never before
if I have to die
I wish I die in his arms.

He grabbed me closer and tighter
And flew in the sky
He gently put me down
And said
"Stay inside my love,
You know I'll come for you.
Everything will be alright
Jus' know I love you
And will continue to do
For all eternity
Forever the creation exists"
He kissed my cheek
And flew away.
I kept watching him leave
Until he faded at a distance.
-- To Be Continued

Until Now in Lucifer :