Am Not! THE ONE

How can I be the one
the charmed can't stay long
the spell will break some how
the color will darken our vow
signs aren't right to mow
then how can I be the one.
Seen that smile I never see
all the pictures hold good to me
miss the one I can no where see.
No one remembers
fade I will be
stand alone I shall always be
no one to hold
dying in scarcity.
I can't be the one
the mistake the evil
the haunting reality
I've carried with me
blood on my mouth
of the murdered souls
every night every day
the light fades
another inch away.
How can I be the One
letting you go
cherish your pure soul
bloody my hands
nested my corrupted thoughts
palace I built was built of gold
carrying a diamond
found in rough
but deserted dearth
unfound till now
drowned some where
under Atlantis shore.
The one could be the one
have you forgot the man
the laugh the chill
so fine you can be
no cries no screams
no failing dreams
the freedom the air
the never ending sky unseen
the cherry and the champagne
those beautiful words coming
no guilt no fight
or pain in between.
You say you were lost
I say you've lost
Lost a way
lost a path
lost a destiny
to your heart
Lost a passion
Lost your cast
you're now loosing
your own past.
See yourself look in the mirror
Man standing infront of you
are you strong
are you confident
are you the person
like captured innocence
those still memories
speak a lot
you look good
apart from me being your part.
I wish I never existed
exist in your life
or at least if I came
I wish could have lost.
I can't be the one
am ditched with pain
loneliness and blame
am wicked insane,
troubled to be hold
relation I find
am a gypsy wondering the heights.
When I look back
I see the time
stuck sand hurt my eyes
the flowing river
pass me by
so don't regret don't feel sorrow
never drop a tear
for trust be the one
never to be borrowed
if you remember
remember what I say now
remember this song
which I call
Am Not! THE ONE.

Salvation To The Rescue

All my life I was loved
carried with all my flaws
sane insane pain was touched
then i see feelin' of disregard.

Pain carries no fear
stupid and brave it bears
so much darkness filled in passion
death feels like only salvation.

Anger led to no mercy
cries and tears are not worthy
what is scar that's never lost
but heals pain to bruising past.

Then he touched
with love so pure
scars jus vanished
fade in fog.

Hope for peace
he asked me so true
forgive and forget
move from these blues.

Pain will disappear
with med of trust
mountain ocean
together we'll cross

Rest in peace
being one soul
happily ever after
one day we shall be.

My Only Weakness

I call it my only weakness
when I stand strong
and can't show broken tears
I hide fears
don't speak
that my heart is crying
from distant creed

I call it my only weakness
I love
but let go
I stop where
am slow.

I call it my only weakness
I sob
I fail
I try
for one more time.

I call it my only weakness
am scared
but I hide
am not
brave in my lonely times

I call it my only weakness
the strength
the smile
a fear of whisper hidden unfaced

I call it my only weakness
when I fight without an alibi
I keep quite
when hurt touches deep inside

I call it my only weakness
when am alone I realize
undone my mistake
can't be buried behind

I call it my only weakness
am cold
I fake
when am strong
but weak at the bottom line.

Vampires’ Grave

Once it’s gone
nothing can fill that space
its dark
its empty
it’s a living hell.
Bitterness costs something,
sometimes it’s so frustrating,
pit of hatred in heart
where disappointment creeps within.
I can't control,
I cannot trust,
several mysterious spells
the wind cries to thrust.
Sobbing memories
Keep the faith blurred,
But then I took a pause
to acknowledge the trust.

Crossin’ several lost souls,
I emerged.
Rose from the dead
to a furious hunt.
Feeding upon the crimson luscious,
sucked through the flowing gall.
Livings called me callous vamp
with their inhuman stung.

Returned to skeleton boneyard,
I wiped my colored past
snow has covered my grave,
the stone’s beauty has past,
but after so many lives I fed
now it’s time for me to rest.
I don’t breathe,
I don’t sob,
coz I feel nothing
neither glee nor gust.
My death hasn't
changed the world,
no rage or revenge
can make it shut.
I am a Vampire
filled with grudge,
but am scared
with these bruising facts.

Turned to the dead
I found warmth of love
overwhelmed with several words
I stood mute with tears.
My soul so purified,
passion to fury
evaporated from the dust.
Peace I have finally found
in a cold sober.
Smiled at the world for the last time
R.I.P I wish with a Good bye.
concord pacifism I crossed my heart
sleepin’ beneath the stone of Shady White.