First 30 days

A month apart
30 days of waiting
another 300 days to count

If am breaking down
am absolutely sure
you gonna be by my side
no matter how far you're
you gonna hold my hand
wherever you are
where I am

When am lonely in the crowd
I know you are lonely too
We are lonely together

But I need to feel you heartbeat
I want you here
its not something I need
but I want to be
you and I

you know my heart is aching
without you around
but am absolutely sure
we can work it out
its my only hope
in this lonely town

Its a month down
30 days without you
300 more to go
but we will work it out
being together apart.

Alone I Stand

I understood something today trust no one and be on your own. No matter how much you want to cling to your emotions, depending on other being for exchange of valued emotions, you'll always be hit by the reality that you're ALONE.