You're the One for me!!

I see the world
in her broken smiles
her plastic laughter
and constant trial
to get back to live a better day
She screams inside
but never lets it out.

I wish I could tell her
"You gonna be okay,
If I could, I be your light
and guide your way
If I could,
I be anything for you
you're only constant thing in my life
you're my rock
And my reason to survive."
I wish I could tell her
"I am enough for you"
I wish I could be
everything you need
But she never looks my way.

She rarely makes hair
Her make up is smeared
wiping the tears
that she wants no one to see
she screams in pain , but silently,
but I hear every word
you painful breathing.
Why don't you know
how beautiful you are
jus' see yourself in my eyes
You're my world
you're one constant thing I have
We gonna work it out someday
We gonna find a way,
to make everything better.
We gonna find answers,
to all your questions
someday someday
and we will wait together
till that someday is one day.

Be My Guest - XI

For story until now Go To the END :                                                                    

Chapter Eleven - The First Meeting

As fascinating as I was hoping
This house and it's history
But a weird sense of fear
Every time the dark falls in
Probably is nothing
Is jus my weird journey
Its jus me
Thinking too much
And imagining a lot

I hope I could use this imagination
To my benefit 

The castle of Dracula
History buried in every inch.

Yesterday night I met my host
He walked in
When I was reading his letter
At first I was afraid
of his strange features
But he won over me
With his charming character

Raising my head from the letter
I saw a very tall man outside my door
He smiled and greeted
With stretched hand
"Am Count Dracula,
Your host"
I grabbed his hands for a handshake
Oh! Lord his hand was dead cold
But without expressing my doubts
I jus said
"I am Joseph Watson,
Am a writer..."

"You're my guest,
That's all I need to know.
And am at your service"

Ah! Such an incredible persona
Prominent features, 

but sunken eyes
As if his eyes were pushed 

into the sockets
Nose sharp and too long
Cheeks bones standing
As if skin covering only bones
Thin red lips
And teeth extraordinarily 

long and sharp
his canines were pressing his lower lips.

I was feeling deathly chills
in his company

But still his presence was
Comforting me
My emotions were heightened
Like an Adrenaline rush
And it's exciting

as if something new to come.

"Excuse me to notice,
I see you were jus reading my letter."
He said.
"I slept in all day,
and was really feeling strange
For waking up here, suddenly
I mean I knew I was coming,
But yesterday I slept in that inn
And today I find myself on this bed.
I am feeling confused,

I am feeling lost

but as you're here now

I don't know why but am feeling relieved

Can you care to explain

If you know, how I reached."

He smiled and said,
"would you like to join me
at the fire place
Let's talk over a cigar and a drink,
This gonna be a long story
I bet your confusion will be settled
And promise all your questions
will be answered."

I left the letter on the bed
and followed him
It was like
When he talks
He got a hold on me
I was drawn to follow him
Every muscle in my body
Was pulling me to follow him 

He turned and walked
And I followed without any questions

I tried to pull myself 

out of the trance

and questioned
"Why you said long story
If there's something
I believe I would remember
It was jus yesterday
And today am here."
He looked back at me
Smiled and answered
"Good lad, it's been three days
Since you're here."

-- To be Continued...

Until Now in Be My Guest :

Chapter One - Boarding The 3:15 Train
Chapter Two - Solitude As I Had Asked For

Chapter Three - A Dream So Real
Chapter Four - Breaking Dawn to Break Free
Chapter Five - We Arrive!!
Chapter Six - 666
Chapter Seven - The Dread Room
Chapter Eight - The Dread Room Continues
Chapter Nine - Is Everything Real?
Chapter Ten - The Letter

Further on Be My Guest :
Chapter Twelve - Wanderin' Among The Dead
Chapter Thirteen - Nightmares in the Castle of Dracula
Chapter Fourteen - Midnight Conversation

Did You Notice...??

Did you even notice
That I was gone
One day I was there
And One day I was not
Lost among your long list
Buried under your packed life
Did you even notice I was lost
With you but without you all along

Did you even notice
When I was there
Longing for a blink of your attention
Waiting for you to discern me once

Pages turned brown
And summer wrapped in winter
Spring passed by and leafs fell on earth
My wait was over
I decided to turn my back
You still didn't notice
When I looked back that final time
Hoping you would take a notice
You'll change my mind
All I wanted, a little bit of hope
All I longed for was a second of attention

But I had to walk out
And life is, as it was
You didn't even notice
That I am gone
Away from you
And long way to come back

You didn't notice
When we stopped being us
When I became jus a passenger
And when I passed by.

Eye Of Storm

Thousand witches are howling

Oracle’s cries with aching heart

The end is near

And thunder striking God’s anger

Thy sinful existence

Lost hope in eyes of mercy

Thy jealousy, and thy selfish wants

Never ending I, me and mine

Destroying every hope

For the future to come

“Don’t take me wrong

I have to destroy my own creation

With my only hands,

Thee can’t imagine

The sorrow of hopelessness

Thou brought upon

My lost creations”

“But thou Mighty

Most powerful thee

I hath been your most loyal

Never did I existed for me

I sacrificed my own family

The next Abraham

I hath been.

But you choose to destroy

The whole generation

Why can’t I be the Noah

Being thy hope,

Adam of next generation”

“My dear son,

How can I explain thee?

When I can’t even reason myself

Like thou I have few dear sons

The children I adored and

Reason to look upon

Thou art my reason

Of mercy for so long

But now the extremes are caused

This earth unclean and cursed

But my dear children

There is only one thing I say

Thou art the reason

My heart aches

Thou art the reason

My hand shakes

Thou art the one

For whom

The witches howl

And oracle cries

Thou art the hope of earth

And reason mankind survives.”

“I understand where I am today

I am part of collateral damage

And I stand in between

But thee father

Promise me this

If I am born again

I be as fool as I am today

So that tomorrow thou still have faith

I ain’t change

I ain’t be selfish

I ain’t be a part of pollution

That brought our fate today.”