Li'l Girl

I am insecure li'l girl

Maybe tiny bit Daddy issue

I thought am vocal, am open, am honest

But standing up for right

Was my wrong

I feel guilty

With world's weight on my shoulder

I believe I shouldn't exist

And my hatred for me,

Come out as rage towards the world.

Trusting someone is too easy
but the betrayal break me into pieces
Hope is my enemy
in the darkness,
I search for li'l silhouette.

Haven't learnt my lesson

At least not yet
I guess its something
To bottle it down
Maybe thats the healthy choice.

I give up
I give up on me
I give up, dear world
I wish I could change
who I am being

My damaged self.