Sunday, October 24, 2010

Trapped inside a Lilith




















I can see, the tears dropping from my eyes
I can feel its warmth, rolling down my cheeks
its my face, its my lips
and the words that I speak
but I don't know who is it?
who's that devil
controlling me?

I can see, I can see
but something else is controlling me,
the unfaithful trust am bound to believe,
someone else's life am forced to live.

I can feel, I can see,
crying my soul back
crying to seek
crying for a second chance
crying to be free

trying to breathe, trying to live,
air of trust, beginning of belive
I had thoughts, hoped held high
but something else is now part of me,
insida me, beginning to deceive.

I don't know what am fighting for,
I don't know what am fighting against,
all I want weeping loud
hide in arms of someone my own.

All I want is someone to understand,
am scared, trapped by fears
all I hope for an unconditional trust,
believe me, my soul is scarred
accept me for what I am.
Fill me with love, don't despair me.
Am not a Lilith! Am not a Lilith!
An innocent girl still hiding inside me