Fall of Winter Queen

"Winter queen
She has a cold heart
Punish her
Banish her
She doesn't deserve to be heard"

As the public spoke their verdict
The winter queen takes a bow
She puts her golden crown down
Let loose her white bangs
As She walks out

She passes each soldier
Every eye burning in anger

Her grace has fallen
But her head held high
"How arrogant is she"
A young boy cried

His voice echoed in silence
Chained Queen's feet
She took a pause
looking down in mourning

"Once a queen of the green lands
Loved and envied by all
where the choices that went so wrong?
I loved them
Gave them all
Still haven't made my place 

in single heart at all"

Her eyes wells up,
And tear roll down her frozen cheeks
She advances in dignity
Straight posture like a Queen she is

She rises up to the stage
Waiting for her hands to be tied again
"Die you witch,
You destroyer of land"
"Burn in hell
You deserve far worse"

As the noose tied around her neck
Execute her the decision is made
"Any last words"
The minister said

The queen nodded 

spoke with voice so clear
"I understand dread
ghastly changes that
can be frightening.
I understand blame
Someone should be
And its easier on me
I understand hate
The anguish and pain
I understand you are my people
And I forgive"

She lies there

where snow never melts

A Queen's fate was sealed 

in boxed prejudice
As world turned 100 years
her soul still waits 

Company in Darkness

Shadow surrounds the vision
Vague is the meaning
the consequences
No certainty, nothing said
But persisting temptation.

That voice in the darkness
Sounds familiar, 

Like a lost someone
Am not alone
In world of misery
And perception

The deeper I walk
The darker it is
But voice so clear
Like its next to me
I feel his breath on my neck
I hear the restlessness
in silence

So close, so close he is
Inches away
Almost could touch him
A sensation of existence
The truth, the certainty
A true love kiss
For once for once it is

Life swirls into chaos
Darkness shredded by the light
Nothing hidden
No lies

But wait
where is he
Who was it

It was jus' sweet sweet imagination 

mind playing games
A product of desperation
Loneliness haunted solicitation

nothing that is real

only empty realization

Incomplete as my sentences
Emotions unresolved
Clueless and rattled
No route I can find
No sense in chaos,
No patern no matter
how hard I try to find

Ending up where I have begun
Clouded vision
and shadows scream
In deep pit hole
Where my soul belongs.

A Broken Friend

Do you consider me a friend?
I could, I would have
But before I even...
you showed me the pieces
of your darkness
and how broken you are

I know what you mean
After such a long time
I thought I could finally have someone
Someone to talk to
when I need to scroll through my contacts
but before we could bond
I told you how insecure I am
How my anger and hurt has damaged me
how broken I am

"I don't judge," you said
you couldn't look into my eyes anymore
or I jus' disgusted you so much
But obviously, you said it
because there is something to judge

Spilling your heart when you're drunk
then remember nothing
but the broken pieces of conversation
dreading shame of reminders,
punch in the guts,
and question rotating in circles
why did I say that
Why I always go back to that
the guilt remains
and pleasure of buzz disappears

I felt like I made a friend
But friendship is two-way lane
I couldn't hold my feelings
You consoled me
everything is okay
But I didn't give you a chance
to say your piece if you had

Am not a good listener
and I am selfish
I showed you, my soul
and my monstrosity
You've been kind to me
but I don't deserve it.

You are an Angel,
I wish you a lifetime of joy.
If you need me,
you know where to find me
I would be here alone
brooding for damaging
our friendship.