Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Bird Of Grave














The sun won't rise for me
my dark grave are held with cloud
its 60 days of night for me
I wanna to be alone in gathered stream.

Calling the darkness
fright the fate I create
the empty heart call an angel
for going a distant from all apart

I am
The bird of grave and starve
the feeling is depressing
but desperate in all my act

strive back, fight away
I see my frustrated past
am lonely I want to be alone
even frustration clumsy new start.

The walls are closing in
I know myself ain't seen
I see the mirror's cast
The matter I ain't figure out.

who is to say
who build this phase
how I get away
how I get to pay?

My damage, depressive past
I keep inside my heart
it will follow my grave
mock my existence even in death.

Ain't sleep in peace
ever again
My eyes still bleed
the tears of pain.
End is freeze
in conscious hell.
Never to tell
never again.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Am Damaged !!














The bullet has hit my heart
already am cold
you said and the boat has sailed
its done,
without or with action discussed and told.

My torn brown pages
are burnt
I exist no more
I got to define my action
those I did all for your good.

I am lost again
in the darkness, with no hope.
Maybe a clingy fraud
I look at mirror
You ain't known me, I told myself.

Two and half year passed so fast
I believe the understanding
been a trust
That day "I want a puppet"
its all you said
to shut me up.

Today our relationship is registered
but am still a cheater and still a fraud.
you said "I tricked you"
coz I tired to heal the past.

Am wrong to cry to top of my voice
I weep but cant change my past
my future I have changed
my own hand.
Its end now... Its end now...