Friday, September 28, 2018

Born from Blood






























A little known
in a long past
A life started
but forever paused
In the hunt for adventure afar
the princess lost her path

An unwanted being
odd among the many
strange in her action
but innocence her treasure

She was kind
she was in love with life
she believed even in darkest lies
hit by a bolt of betrayal
a part of her deserved to die

A darkness emerged
in her heart
Her soul tainted
with the pain and the scars

Eyes once blue
with tears of hurt
now burn red
with rage and revenge

"Everyone," She said
"Everyone betrays"
The pain of abandonment
was excruciating enough
The path vengeance she desired

Every step charred her with rage
once like flower, now she despair
her sword so sharp,
that cut through concrete
Heads lie at her feet
as she drank their blood

"Evil..." they said
"She is evil" they cried
But no one could save you from her
"You pay for your crime,
with your blood", She said

Every sinner died
but her hunger still strive
conflicted with her desire
she closed the door of light

"Who am I", she wondered
Her reflection defined
her new features,
so stranger
so unfamiliar
the scars of fight
And her hatred in eyes
"Who am I", she yelped in despise

That night her dreams haunted her
Claret, Crimson and Cerise
Only blood she could think of
Drowning in her own rage
burning with the lust of murder
She picked her hunting sword
"One more sinner,
and that's the last one"

But she wander the whole night
lurking beneath the window
under the dim light
soon dawn hit the sky
frustration grew hungrier
Insane fury, deranged danger
possessed by blinding wrath
she spot a boy stealing viand

Her heart stopped
skipped a beat
there goes a sinner
A sinner it is

"No!!" her yowl echo through clouds
Her heart repressed her rage
"Not a killer", she said

As she kept fixated in that direction
battling with herself and her desire
"Animal, you're an Animal", she cried
as she jumped and grabbed the li'l boy

Licking her red lips,
she reminisce the taste of blood
"Jus' one more, last one,
he is a sinner", she whisper with thirst

With her blade pinning the boy's throat
his dire weep caught her thought
"What am I doing", she jumped aback
Holding her head
she remembered her past

With guilt and shame drowning her rage
she buried her face in her palm with embarrassment
"Forgive me", she said
"Forgive me for who I became" She sobbed and acclaimed

"I forgive you" a voice from behind
the li'l boy holding a loaf of bread
Carefully distant but
willing to share
Her heart whelmed with his mercy
she garbed him in a hug
She sobbed washing her ire
she wept till sun came up
With bright light
her aura refined
renewed her soul
from the taint of dusk
Born from blood
She is Devine.

Thursday, September 27, 2018

Fight till Last Breath

I blankly stare into the night
As the darkness allures me
in its wrap
I faded into a ghostly smoke
Who I am, I have lost my path

Hitting the pause on my life
Where I was
where I am
Time passed
as stillness resides

Damed by Curses
carried weight on my shoulder
Inch by inch tormented
Shan't move muscle
Pivoting only on myself

Becoming a prey of jealousy
envy and rumors
Press under
the thumb of assumptions
Who I am,
doubting my own existence.

Fixated on misguided validation
My existence confides in myself
Into the darkness,
Walls of concrete sealing 
echos of screams
Cries in the night

My soul ain't mine anymore
Fed on by minuscule maggot
For mere stories unreliable
As they call it their victory

Still I will wait for the day
I won't be staying confined
My reflection will keep me grounded
My passion will keep me real
A part of me still left as I breathe
As I live to fight your injust another day

I will keep fighting, fighting everyday
Every war you bring.
I might lose several time
And each time I pay the price
But I promise I won't back down
I challenge you to bring it on
Bring Your best game this time.