Beyond and Far Away

My heart cries
I can't let you hear my tears
rolling down
down my memories
with pain, with sorrow
walking through open sea
stepping on shore
marking on sand
leaving our mark behind.
But today I have to leave
My life with you
has to end here
have to leave you
to leave for
beyond and far away.

I go beyond
will call out your name
several times
even if you ain't hear
even if you ain't see me
I will be there
and our hearts
will beat at the same time.

So long, so long way
you have to go
without me
I disappear in a blink
but don't scar remembering me.
With emptiness,
with void inside
The incomplete story
has to complete.
I hope you find your way
which drift you away from me.

We will still walk on the beach
but my mark won't be left behind.
We belong together
like ocean and shore here
all this distance
won't even be there
when our hearts beat together
So long, so long way
I leave you with this gift
to move along on your way
in happiness and dismay.

The Class'16

I have to pass through the darkness

I have to seek the light

Get away from haunting dread

My emotions bound in lies.

Let go of broken past

Broken heart, my soar memories

Ones again there will be day

The Class* will be written of me.

But I need to take

A leap of faith to future unseen

Enough with the baby steps

It’s my time of victory

Or I die only trying.

It’s all I feel insida me

You ain’t have to follow my lead

But if you take my hand today

We help each other,

That’s all I can say.

So let go to that Class of victory

Rejoice our choice

To defy treated pathetically

Why blend in

When we meant to stand out

Let jump today

Let fight today

Let join The Class of 2016.

* Reference to “The Class” – By Erich Segal (one of my favorite authors) written on The Harvard Class’58.

Glorified

Eyes of sun
look through the darkness,
Eyes so green
drowning oceans' depth.

Serene flying bird
blooming in blossom
cared in tender love
taking a leap of life.

Spinning through
the ride of life
settle to be
glorified.
Spark undead
glowing in darkest dread
Turn to nothing
even if fate betrayed.

Ride on
collide and fall to ashes
burnt out body
and soul to live the life.

Undead as it is
until the soul ends
until accepted lost
drown the end to bury
Taking that last leap
taking that last breathe
taking that chance
The soul is glorified.

World War Again?

- A vivid story from my Past Life...

The spirits standing in front of me
The spirits got me talking
It tells me to choose
Either wrong or let it be right
But its a poison to swallow
A call of duty for tomorrow.

And then a sudden realization
I knew, you will look after
Listen to my every word
I can speak now,
But I choked up,
I suffocate through my throat
And there was blood.

Let there be a little wine
A tear drop for all divine
I call for you
I can touch you
its my life
And I have to survive.

All these long years
I struggled
And my mother cried
But there is no rules,
No borders
From where I stand behind

Oh! my soul
You been so pure
But now I can't mend
All that's lost
With blood and sole
I have lost my soul.
Now I sip a little wine
Sobbing over
My demised essence,
Let my tears roll down
And my cold heart to mourn.

I never knew the other side,
That night I crossed
The border line.
I walked a world apart
I could see my edge
And a line
Separating our soul
Taking humanity's toll.

Why?
Why I ask,
I never knew him
But he has died
I shot him
in my cold blood.
I knew none
But they're gone.
The families lost
And everyone is cursed.
Why? For what?
I don't understand.

I mourn on myself
I serve my country
Or am saving myself?
Freedom, Rights and dreads
Whats a soul, without love
Whats the world,
without living beings
Whats left of a country,
with no human touch.

But bounded by my laws
I have to kill again
But I can't,
I can't, I can't
But I have to kill
Until my life ends.
I cry for them
Its strange but its true
But on the border line
I kill again
I kill until my life ends.

I look behind
A son and my wife
My life left behind
Lost too easy,
With a shot no hurt
Now blood on my hand
I could touch my heart
Crimson color of my own
And I have seen enough.
The last glance
my dears
The snap
wet and red.

My heart's last beat
I closed my eyes
With only wish
"Before this war eats everything,
No Gun held against,
No more human sacrificing
Before this war stops every heart
Our sons grow in that perfect world
Grave's love sent
And where the war has an end."

The Dormant Grave

How I feel for you
How I sing for you
How I love you
But then you take me over
Take me over the threshold
Take me over the edge
Take me over with silence
Just don't make me conscious
Just don't make me conscious

The brightness of the light
The floor so sparkling
The cross underneath
All our love lost behind

My life, my aim
My destiny calling in
But a sip of wine
And you take me over the threshold
You take me over the edge
You make me cold to my soul
But don't make me conscious.

Let there be little silence
Let mourn for lost soul
Lets pay a small tribute
To the one forever gone

Let me join you
Let me believe with you
Take me over the threshold
Take me over the edge
Take me over the silence
Just don't make me conscious
Just don't make me conscious.