LCO Says So

Breadcrumbs

He didn't say it

But I felt a breathe of relief 

"Wanted to let you go

Jus' stringing you along

I finally got to stop

All the pretendin'

Its exhausting 

Being nice to you"

Why is it so easy 

for everyone 

To let me go

I am broken 

But so as the world 

What shall I do

With this dying pain in my heart 

I stab myself

Or shoot my brains out.

I tried to survive this

Everyday and every moment 

I did

I told myself

Its okay

Made excuses 

Made stories

Face the music 

Soon enough

You said but unsaid 

I am not good enough 

But why then string along

Because I am pathetic

Or you were too scared.

Let me make it easier 

on you

End what should be 

With no excuse

You will forget me soon 

that aint be hard for you

Move on 

'Coz we are through.

When I turned

Strolling through the night

Alone in the dark

I paused 

catching the moon light 

Sitting on a bench 

Facing the park

Looking up at the sky

hoping for a shooting star

If I could jus' wish to disappear 

If I could jus' restart my life

"Come on oh twinkling sky,

Jus' one shooting star"

Suddenly I hear something 

Foot steps moving closer

Too scared to turn around 

Is this how my story's over

A hand came from behind me

It all happened so fast

Smothered with force 

Suppressed my screams

A hand that smelled 

like rotten meat

Cold like dead 

from centuries 

I could hear him licking his lips

Almost tasting my blood

running through my veins.

Paralyzed with fear 

I couldn't turn to see

He grabbed my waist 

Pinned me to him

Pressed tightly 

I could hardly move an inch

I could feel his skinny chest

His ribs pricking on me

My tears roll down 

Panic setting in

My body kept shaking

This is it for me

"Don't struggle,

No escape"

He spoke in a shrilling whisper 

Kept breathing in my ear

He smelled my neck

As I wait for the fatal bite

Rip open my nerve

And drink me like wine

But there was a pause 

A silence for several moments 

Until it pressed me closer 

The tighter he held 

The numb my body get

"Shh no scream

If you even breathe wrong

I would break your neck,"

He said

I nodded

And slowly he let go of my mouth 

He moved his hand 

On my neck

Move my hair to one side

And smelled my skin

This is it,

This is it for me.

I die today

I die without a trace

"You're comin'

With me," he said, 

"You understand"

I accepted my fate

I die here

I die today,

A mewl slip my lips,
my body tensed and
I nodded,

"No one would

miss me," I said.