LCO Says So

A Snake can change its scales a thousand times but still it'll be a snake.

Charcoal Buddha

LCO Says So

20/Apr'17 : You don't have to fire a gun to be a Hero.

19/Apr'17 : Jus' wearing "Being Human" t-shirt doesn't make anyone human being, compassion does.

Trapped in slow motion Car Crash

Trapped in slow motion car crash
everything spiraling around
whole world moving too fast
yet every screen so comprehending

As life is disappearing 

A rush through my vain

Several volts electrocuting

hollowness overcame with dread

No control of whatever next
shall I scream or say a prayer 

Grabbing anything I can find 

Drowning in noise or silence intensify.

Can't breathe, restless, panicking 

This moment keeps on stretching

I see clearly
even in panic, chaos and flying debris 

every moment flashed in pieces

Her face I see

Connected to everything 

My salvation in you
as I closed my eyes
I am at peace
and accept what it is
no fight, no war anymore
no curse no grudge
or blame to throw.

Wind wrapping me in its arms
am flying outside the car
every spin reminds of a chapter
My past and what could've been the future

A possibility an anticipation
lost in the chills of darkness
as cold blankets my last gasp
whats left of me
is nothing.

One Shot

A little bit of memory
A sentence or maybe a tune
enough to build a person
enough to crush a life

Swallow the agony
or feel the void inside
accept how alone you are
alone in darn cold world
meant to freeze you alive

Enough tears I have cried
now my eyes are dry
tried a million times
striped down till my skeleton
but couldn't make you understand.

Mourn my heart
with hopelessness
Trust in you
destroying my existence
a new person probably I am
or the real me jus' suffocated and died.

My life is distant memory now
those few laughs I had
my strength. my existence
faded away like nothing was there.
Broken and wounded
lost my will to survive
fought enough these battles
disgraced and dismissed.

Closed my eyes as I choose this
let the noise drown my soul
into the darkness I see
deep sigh but not a breath of relief
am scared but this is it
kissed the gun and said my prayer
one shot and nothing after that. 

Blossom - The new beginning

Artist sunken in the darkness giving beauty in Acrylic to blossoms from the darkness, depression and sadness and the world is brighter with the creation.