Sunday, July 26, 2015

If You Really Believe



















Chocked with the
Drowning emotions
Did I really have to be here
Where I am

Its dark bottom 
Under water
The loneliness is haunting me
Am scared
Am alone
Only thing I needed
is your hand

Afar I could 
I stretched to reach
But only solitude
Wrapped me around

No questions asked 
Decision made
Sentence pronounced
And the guilty is served.

Stab my heart
With a million strikes
Let me bleed 
Drop by drop

Suffocate me 
and leave me
grasping to breathe
let me end
vanish inch by inch

Murder under 
The laws of justice
Without trial, 
Sin is filed.

There is nothing left
There is nothing to end
Lost path
Never to be home again

Adrift souls
Lost in despicable condemn
wrecking conscience
destroying all.

If you really believe
This was all
I was this
Then I am
Nothing at all.

Saturday, July 18, 2015

Hush!!














Hush!!
Not a word
Let no one hear
The sound
of your broken heart

Wipe 'em
fast!!
Let the tears fall
But turn around
Let no one see
Agony tearing you down

You stand on the edge
where whole world gone dark
no one around you
to hold your hand
or keep you warm

Hide!!
Don't let 'em see
how ghastly dreadful
you can be

The wolves are near
they can sense your fear
they live to tear you down
bit by bit
into pieces

Hush!!
Don't make a sound
Let no one hear
where you are.
Wait for the clouds
to be clear
You would know
when you can be out.

Pray!!
Pray to God
the fog to be lifted
and darkness torn down
by the light

Shhh!!
Wait for the time
to come
One day, Some day
until today is the one.

Friday, July 17, 2015

The Turnin'

















Not sure where I stand
the emotions taking over me
they took me for granted
and am jus' an advantage to 'em

How could they expect
I will be living in silence
time would jus' passing by 
and I will be suffocating 
under depression
but enough is enough
Its time
now I am breaking free

I am turning into
something I have hated.
Evil around me
is taking the best of me
And I can't control it
I have done 
nothing to deserve it

I pray to myself
am begging on my knees
don't scream, don't breathe
but don't turn into this

I look at my reflection
Am I the Devil 
Or its lucifer in me

My heart is broken
into thousand pieces
and am still collecting
I have to break out of this
It doesn't matter how it hurts
I have to save myself
before this ship starts sinking

Its my only chance
its my last resort
its now or never
before its all over.

Doesn't matter anymore 
where I stand
I understand my path
my destiny is calling
and I jus' have to follow my heart
with closed eyes
without distractions.

Believe in the future
with no doubt about it
its only gonna be one thing
nothing else does matter
not until am there.

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

It's About your Future


















It's about feeling
It's about heart beat
let it slow down beat by beat
then bring it up
with that fast music
your mind doesn't work
but your body moves
and you jump on your feet
don't care about the world
don't care about the crowd
no one sees you
and you watch yourself in silence.

It's about passion
It's about creation
creating something
from the scratch
and the signature you put
at the last.

It's about 'em
It's about us
but in between that noise
you find one voice
it's your own heart beat
it's steady
it's calm
It's you for whom
you're creating
the critic, the admirer
you switch places for perfection.

It's about loyalty
to yourselves
and to what you start.
Everybody is responsible
for 'emselves
to turn the wheel
and choice of option.

So if you dream
create that dream
with everything
that made you.
Believe your creation
pour your life forces
nurture with friendship,
and so much love.
And that's your way
as LCO says
A way to your future
to put your signature 
at the end.

Friday, July 10, 2015

Your Ghost























Do you remember
how hurt was like
the agony taking your breathe
the pain tearing you up

When you at the end of the road
there is no future
there is no light
the faith is broken
there is nothing to believe in
and you're ruined

Did you feel that dread
of feeling nothing
even in deepest cut
you feel nothing
but your broken heart
still beats inside you
the agony still chocks you
suffocation leaves you breathless
but no one for you
no one can see
you can listen everything
but you're invisible
for world

Laid apart
distant away
from the souls
those were lost
you might be a ghost now
but you found your way
you're purpose
you're headed to fulfillment
to walk into the light
to find your destiny.

But constantly a voice
keeps asking you that -
Do you remember
how hurt was like
the agony taking your breathe
the pain tearing you up
but now you feel nothing
jus' an invisible ghost
wandering for purpose
until its found.

Monday, July 6, 2015

Dark Hollow Pit


















Look around you,
in the empty
in the hollow
Do you hear something,
anything at all
a heart beat in the darkness
running faster every minute

Am scared, am lonely
in the darkness swallowing me
a hope, a light
nothing in here
its dark hollow pit.

A word, an emotion
emerged from the feeling
faith buried under faulty trust
loneliness and solitary
reaps nothing
except ghoulish and ghastly pain

left to crawl
left in dread
left to die
with desperate cries
I call for you

No one could hear
none did survive
I am here
in the darkness of hollow pit

Days past
Years turned
time left still
froze somewhere in between

I see a glare
I reach for it
a reflection
don't know the person in it

I tell her
my story
she doesn't speak
but someone's there for me
in this dark hollow pit.