Choice

Fixating on something
Something that means nothing
Leaving everything
Losing everything
Letting go
Like abandoning
My heart and soul.

To seek what's ahead
Or running from myself
What's easy
What's next

If that's we believe
To seek our tests

Life passes
So as the moments
Smile and sorrow
Bind and tangled
Nothing stays
Nothing lasts
It meant to be or
Something to pass.

Seeking dream
Reaching goals
Running away
From the truth exposed
Nothing wrong
Nothing said
White lies turn life
To ashes

Burn my love
Burn in hell
Aggression of hatred
Lost long betrayal
Still burn red
Adore my heart
Kept safe
Ambush safety
Victim crucified.

Only question
So as said
Running away
From myself
Or towards mighty goal ahead
Waste my life
Is useless mess
Or grow a flower
And let the perfume
Bloom in summer
With glory
And glow of thousand sun

At the end 

the choice behold.