Saturday, November 23, 2013

Jus' Jump!!


















Sometime you have to jus jump
Not thinking where would you land
the choices between the wrong and the right
blur the edges, blur the outcome
whatever it might be
Jus' jump, Jus' jump
take a leap of faith
it may not be
but it may.
Risk all you have
thy soul you trust
Leave your conscience aside
and take a decision on guts

Sometime you don't have the time
to plan out your life around for a while
you are already in the battle
with no weapon you have to fight
you may die
but you dead already?
if no so you fight
use all you have
fight harder and harder
to survive
ask yourself what is your destination
what is that you want
strive hard and jus take that jump
with blind eyes
no logic will last
no plan with make the path
you have no choice all along
nothing matter when you jus jump alone

Jus' jump, Jus' jump
take the leap of faith
if you dare
you may die taking chances
bloody floor where you landed
but it might be that you fly
nothing matter if you reach your destination.
so forget everything and jus jump.

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Departed Spirit



















The spirit departed from this world
come, take me in your arms
haunt my core soul
and lift me higher
above this world.
Above the clouds,
above everything, that ever mattered
above everything, that will be encountered.

Spirit gone, departed from earth
give me power to see this universe
with clear eyes, I see past and future
no lies to hide, no truth be defied.

Oh! Spirit between heaven and earth
I can't take this pain
to be mortal survivor
haunt me or devour my sole
but take me away from this unholy world.

With agony I suffer
get me a miracle,
when I falter.
Oh! the holy spirit
the angel of good and evil
fly me to the destiny
I envision, and I dream.

Oh!! The spirit departed from this world
come take me in your arms
haunt my core soul
and lift me higher
above this world.
Help me when I chase my dream
a dot of light in my dark tunnel
show me way to proceed
my only way to salvation,
is to succeed.

Oh! the departed spirit
show me if you exist
help me find a miracle
restore my belief.
I jump with closed eyes
to leap beyond the edges
where no one ever reached
fly me there
where dreams are real to believe.

Friday, November 8, 2013

Grave Hast Thyself


















Thine soul, emerged from grave,
covered in dirt, with sins dismay,
oh! the unholiness, so unexpressed,
Ye left the earth,
murdering thyself.

Buried under disgrace and disgust,
conscience mantled with lies and regret,
thine foul sole,
breezy night crying howls,
despicable cavalier brought thy shame
oh! mercy thy humane soul,
oh! mercy thee God of the world.

Forbid thy darkness in heart
the black stone thou stab in back
thou be the slave of evil
a drop of blood
thy sold on the name devil.

Now buried under pile of dust
no sole, no word serve for thine loss,
forgotten from the world,
erase from memoirs,
no one recalls
not a lone tear ye shalt have.
A word for thine loss
but thou deserve nothing at all.
Dead to the world, to heaven,
dead to all, and to hope!

Thine soul, emerged from grave,
covered in dirt, since a decade.
Oh! the unholiness of thine soul,
several mistakes ajar, undone,
several chances passed away
when thou missed thy adept stint.

Abreast buried under grey stone
buried in loneself and loneliness,
moving with no propensities
no direction.
Lost road, captivated alone,
eyes open but nothing ahead
Nailed in a coffin under dark grave
abhor thine ugliness,
thine to see, thine to own,
how utter thou hast
thy ghost haunts only thyself.





-- Tribute to Edgar Allan Poe with lines from William Wilson, "Dead to the world, to heaven, and to hope!"


Saturday, November 2, 2013

Confront that Fear



















Its scary
heart beating too fast
echoing sound
haunting through the walls
my breathless soul
my heart chocked in my throat
living in dread
too afraid to escape

Now I know
there'll be distractions
but ain't it possible
at least to take that chance
too afraid to fail
too scared to try
take a leap of faith
with your closed eyes.

Close those eyes
focus at the light
let all the sound vanish
and listen only to own breathing
breath, taken in or relieved
breathe slowly and deeply
let all your fears go away
vanish into the grey
let go of your dread
with the air you exhale.

Pause a while
tell yourself
you're ready to survive.
You're excited
to face your fears
and your dread.
Mercy takes you away
and your life is about to change
take that one step
whatever is ahead
can't fail if not tried
but failed to confront what's inside.