You stabbed my heart
Cut it out to bleed
Crimson blood
Drenched your hands
But it's far from
your grasp
How much
you've hurt me
Its time for me
to be lost in shadows
Fade like
the smoke in hollows
Erase all trace
of my existence
the stranger I am
Vanish in the distant lands
Petrified of the darkness
That echoes
The cruel cold of winter
Loneliness settles
Still my warmth
is minuscule and unvalued
Like rubbish left unwanted
because I played no games
offer my love as gift attainable
I held on to you
with nothing to gain
But you ridiculed
my emotions
you rejected my pain
You saw right past me
Like am a ghost
that lingered
It didn't matter
If I don't exist at all
Why am so helpless
I keep asking the mighty Lord
What's store in fate
What's destined
I know you'll
never hold my hand
I know you'll
never kiss me
I meant nothing
like an extra
in your life.
As you forget to remember
it won't even matter
If I leave
never to return.