Saturday, July 17, 2010

Beggar In Love


















Am a beggar in love
I have nothin' to give
A treasure of pain
weepin' ocean I cry
can't give that too instead.

Still I took the step
chose the way of mistake
I fell in love
so true I trust.
Faking face inside the mirror
lies and paints dreams aerial
mocking my reality
it smiles on my agony.

You were the rescuer of time
salvation you had promised
"As long as you're in my castle
my princess you'll be my precious"
I was living in fairytale
singing birds in strawberry lakes.

But am a beggar in love
if I have nothin' to give
how do I pay back
you gave some dream
broke 'em in pieces
so I have given all up
I've thrown my love away.

Am leaving your way
go ahead be brave
your pretty li'l part
now you can get back.

Am a beggar in love
I have nothin'
that I can take it back
I had your li'l love
my only way
from cruelty and pretend
but along came the past
now swept me away.

I can't blur those hurt
the pain survived I had
trust left so weak
to depend I did.

Now you again promised
Redemption came your way
to earn a li'l bread
and a piece of respect
but my love, I already left your way
my heart is stoned
my feelings are dead
I remember the time
when I had lost all ways,

Do I have reason to move on
to erase the space in between
there's darkness in my heart
where memories carved in scars
every lie every denial every mistake
led my scream in silence
I wanna feel a feeling of love
feeling to cross
this distance that divides.

Am a beggar in Love
I have nothin' to give.

Friday, July 9, 2010

The Void In My Chest
















Am a face so cold
expressionless
emotion I had
drown in gust
water now roles down
warms my cheek
saline it tastes
sound of drip.

Innocent memories vanish
and fade in darkest shades
silent are my screams
disappearing in my grave
I look down, no hope
endless road i see
no destination no motto
no pretending perfectionist.

I take a step to end this passage
to move on and laugh again
fake a smile to smile again
weeping storm draining rain
I stand alone I have been left again
Am looking down on what I wrote
couple of notes crumble in my hold
I care No More they say
the endless road must have a way
the grass will be green some way ahead
I care but I turn around
I smile I see the sun shine
still these scars remind
past so ghastly left behind.