Friday, November 23, 2012

A Love Story

Put a one
before another one
and there is a love story
for one found another one.

Strength has met the weakness
suffering to the salvation
Hatred met a closure
and war understands love.
And there is a love story
for one found another one.

There is a reason for everything
for everything
thats come and gone.
But faith stays in
hope lets the love grow
when the heart connects to another one.
Trust builds the realtionship
and fate can turn another round.
For there is a love story
for one found another one.

Love maybe weak
But never can be defected
coz together its one
they give each other
the strength thats enough to hold
when one finds another one.

Its a love story
when one met another one
when heartbeat raised
and anxiety rushes through the veins
walk around with two sticks
where you and I met for the first time.
The sun goes down
the evening fell
and we died in each others arms.

There is a love story
when I met another one
There is a love story
when You met another one
and together we made
our love story
for you and me
forever one.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Sobbing Soul












Sob my heart
Sob the heart out
Roll down my cheeks
Flow down my tears.

Tears need to come out
Cry your heart out
Tears of joy, pain or sorrow
Tears that silently speak words
The words of comfort.

Sobbing soul needs salvation
Needs a shoulder to
Depend upon.
But life its a lone journey
My friend!
Sob, sob...
Coz people always go.

Sob, sob
When dreams come true
Sob my soul
for you need to
Sob my soul
to heal you.

Tears roll down
For am hurt
Kept holdin' still I could've
But let go now
Its been long enough
Joy, pain or sorrow
Let tears come out.

Heal yourself
From holdin' back.
Sob my heart
let it out
Roll down my cheeks
Flow down my tears.

Sob my soul
For love & joy
Sob my heart
For pain & hurt.
flow down my tears
nothing to be ashamed of
Tears roll off,
for destiny is near
The journey was good
Joy, pain and sorrow
Beginning to care.

Flow down my tears
Flow down my tears.

Monday, November 19, 2012

Say Hearts Of Demigods














The hearts of Demigods
Left without love
Father abandoned 'em
For said HE
"thou shall once be heroes,
To find place in my heart."

Achilles, Hercules and Perseus
Lived a life in hollow
Void to fill in,
Void in their heart
To feel they're loved
To feel they deserve love.

Father's love should be unconditional
But HE said to all
"Thou shall not bow
Thou shall not pray
Is all others
Not my son to say"

"They defied to accept us
Said we've to earn our love
Earn our places in Olympus
Fight to death for father's love.
To deserve a place in heaven
We have been judged everyway.
To have a place in your heart
We die everyday
And live a life of hurts.

We're heroes
We're Demigods
we see everyone die before us
Everyone we've been with
Everyone we ever loved.
We're Demigods 
we live a life so cursed.
No Olympus, No heaven we want
we want to be all others
Who live a life of love."

Achilles, Hercules and Perseus
Lived a life in hollow
Void to fill in,
Void in their heart
To feel love
To feel To feel they deserve love.

"To find someone who loves
To seek peace
Not war
We're Demigods
Neither human
Nor Gods
No place in heaven or Earth
for us Demigods,
Living a life of hurts."

"We Demigods
Need no place in your heart
Need no immortality
You ain't deserve.
Jus mortal humanity
We want...
want to live a life of love."

The hearts of DemiGods
Left without love
Father abandoned 'em
For said HE
"thou shall once be heroes,
To find place in my heart."

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Be My Guest...!! - III

For story until now Go To the END :

Chapter Three - A Dream So Real

A Salute to BRAM STOKER on his 165th Birthday

















Oh! My dear lord...
I slept so dead last night
That even the moving train
Couldn't keep me
from sleeping tight.
Where to the time pass by?
and when did the sun rise so high?
I slept for so long and Oh! so tight
That now, the evening light is shimmering bright.
Still am feeling way too tired
As if I've worked so hard
I guess in my sleep,
Maybe I had a dream
A dream where
I was running away
where to I coudn't say
mortal fear gripping my soul
but afraid of what I couldn't know.
All I remember was running away
All I felt was running away
But I can't remember
who was chased
to far far away.

I was awaken by sudden brake
The train stopped
in some lonely place
I rise up to look around
Everyone was sleeping
Motionless people
Motionless all were.
The train started again
but still motionless all were
in this train.
The moving train
travelling in darkness
heading into a tunnel
where darkness lay hidden.

"Mr.Ray... Mr.Ray..!"
I tired to wake him up
But he was sleeping so deep
Even my yelling voice
Couldn't penetrate through his dream land.
Everyone in the train was
Lost in a similar state
I couldn't move a single sole
All my screams were in vain.

I panicked
And thence started to sweat
But looking outside I saw snow
covering the earth under its white shroud
Seems like the earth was dead
for several years under these chills.
"Jesus help me, I am frighten"
Unable to understand
What I have gotten myself into
"Oh! Lord... Oh! Lord
Save my soul
From this darkness and this evil train"
I prayed and open my eyes
to my astonishment
everything was dark outside
I believe we entered the tunnel
its so dark, its pitch black
Its night under the daylight.

I turned my lamp on
closed the window
for freezing breeze.
I had nothing more to do
other than wait
wait for people to wake up
wait for someone to call my name
for some small talk
or this silence is driving me insane.

I waited and waited
I waited long enough
for my watch seemed like
past couple of hour and half
but not a motion in this train
nor tunnel we were passing has ended
the same darkness all along
and everyone is lost
in their own dream lands.
Its frustrating!!
and my heart was beating fast
sweating like a pig
and breathing hard.
I opened the window for some air
but so suffocated
and chocked I have got.
"Oh!! dear God...
Whats happening"
I rise from my place to take a walk
I couldn't pass through my boggy
for its block with walls
I looked for the door
but found none.
"No... No... No!!
I am getting insane"
I looked again at the watch
and 4 hours had gone
"Atleast the time is passing away
I can tell in this crazy train
its the only thing that defines
that am sane"
"Mr. Ray for God Sake
Please wake up,
Please talk to me
jus take my name
or Say a word..."
He didn't move
As if he is dead
"Anybody..!! Anybody..!!
Somebody... Talk to me
AHHHAAA!!!!"
I shouted and sobbed
at one place.

There was a long silence
other than the sound of the train
The quiteness in here
was testing patience.
Then suddenly... "Hello Mister!!"
Voice of a Lady refering me
"You're so manificiantly handsome"
with a pause "and young
Why so depressed??"
She possessed the beauty of a goddess
an angel came from heaven
I looked at my watch again
to ensure am not insane or dreaming
5 more hours had gone by
since am awake.

I kept looking at her whilst she said again
"Hello Sir...
I heard your voice
Came searching for you"
"Oh!! Goddess came herself
to save my soul
from this insanity of loniless
giving salvation on my way"
I spoke to myself.
I then gain courage to speak few words
"Am sorry Miss
I got panic
in this lonely train
I don't understand
why everybody is so dead sleeping
Even I tried to look around in the train
And wouldn't make it to next boggy
No humane contact
to even speak few words"
She laughed,
"Oh!! Dear... dear!!
you are such a poor soul
I jus came from next boggy
you were so panic to get yourself through"
"But still that doesn't explain
why each sole here
is so dead sleep
even my dear friend here
Mr. Raymond
is not answering several calls"
I questioned.

She smiled and pushed me to sit
I looked at her closely
She was as fair as can be
with great,wavy masses of golden hair
and eyes like pale sapphires.
I seemed somehow to know her face,
and to know it in connection
with some dreamy fear,
but I couldn't recollect at the moment
how and where.
She smile again and came close to me
I went drunken in her beauty
but I marked her brilliant white teeth,
that shone like pearls
against the ruby of her voluptuous lips.
"You are so young and strong
I feel like ripping you
and drink your crimson blood."
She advanced and bent over me
pushing and pressing me back.
There was something about her
that made me uneasy,
some longing and at the same time
some deadly fear.
I felt in my heart a wicked, burning desire
that she would kiss me
with those red lips.
She whispered something
and started laughing
such a silvery, musical laugh
but as hard as though the sound
never could have come
through the softness of human lips.
It was like intorrable, tingling sweetness
of water-glasses when played on
by a cunning hand.


I lay quite,
looking out under my eyelashes
in an agony of delightful anticipation.
I could feel the movement
of her breath upon me.
Sweet it was in one sense,
honey sweet, and sent the same tingling
through the nerves as her voice,
but with a bitter underlying the sweet,
a bitter offensiveness,
as one smells in blood.
I was afraid to raise my eyelids,
but looked out
and saw perfectly under the lashes.
The Lady went on her knees
and bent over me, fairly gloating.
There was a deliberate voluptuousness
which was both thrilling and repulsive,
and as she arched her neck
she licked her lips
like an animal,
till I could see in the lamp light
the moisture shinning on the
scarlet lips and on the red tongue
as it lapped the white sharp teeth.


Lower and lower went her head
as the lips went below
the range of my mouth and the chin
and seemed about to fasten on my throat.
Then she paused,
and I could hear the churning sound
of her tongue as it licked her teeth and lips,
and could feel the hot breath on my neck.
Then the skin of my throat
began to tingle as one's flesh does
when the hand that is to tickle it
approaches nearer and nearer.
I could feel the soft shivering
touch of the lips on the
supersensitive skin of my throat,
and the hard dents of two sharp teeth,
just touch and pushing there.
I closed my eyes in a languorous ecstasy
and waited and waited with beating heart.


But at that instant
another sensation swept through me
as quick as lightning.
As my eyes opened involuntarily
I saw Ray's strong hand grasp
the slender neck of the woman
and with gaint's power draw it back

Yelling "He is Count's Guest
No one lay eyes on him
before Count says."
His eyes were blazing red with fury.
She patheticly said "But Count is..."
He grabbed her through her neck again
and threw her out
through window of the train
while exclaiming
"How dare you? How dare you touch him?"
The woman vanished
with a scream.

I suddenly came to my full senses
and sat straight and erect.
To my surprise
Mr. Ray was laying next to my seat
reading a book under the lamp light
"What happened? You seemed to have a bad dream
You are so wet, sweating.
What you saw?"
I looked around,
outside it was dark as night
or being in that tunnel.
I was confused
I looked around with confusion
"You are palely white
what happened? it was a bad dream
don't worry... we are still on the train
and its been an hour
since you have slept"
He explained to me.
I checked my watch
It was jus' 1am
the only thing I was checking
to ensure my sanity
has now betrayed me.
I admitted "Yeah!! I guess...
had a pretty bad dream.
Last hour seems like a whole day."
He smiled and suggested
"Go back to sleep,
Sleep as much as you can tonite
Coz we will be reaching
3:15am after tomorrow.
so tomorrow's night
you won't be able
to have good sleep."
and wished "But my friend,
have a sweet dream this time!!"

I was still in a shock
every detail was so real
even the pain on my neck
where the dent of her teeth could've been.
I was looking around in confusion.
But I turn and pretend to sleep
to avoid any questions.
Looking at my watch
I saw the seconds to pass
and wishing Morning to come fast.

-- To Be Continued...


Until Now in Be My Guest :

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

A Day Of Funeral




















Am standing in a funeral
where ashes fell from heaven
White lilies are blooming
Soaked in crimson.
No one is there to mourn
But three of us were standing tall
"if only you could have seen
Thats all"
I prayed on that graveyard.

But I had known since long
This chase won't end
with any result.
I left and never came back
Until you rest in here.
We left and never came back
Until you rest in here.

Once in a while
I had thought
Of memories we had shared
a few good and rest awful
We can recall
But hope you in peace
We prayed all along.

Today my dear
I brought you a flower
In this black dress,
I part you with respect.
But then why your grave
so haunted with loneliness
Why no one came,
No one for whom you gave up
Everything you once possessed.
Where are your brothers
For whom you betrayed,
Why they aren't mourned
Or paying you honest words of respect.
"if only you could have seen
Thats all"
I pray on your stone.
With my broken heart.

Truth can be bent
with many angles
Or shaded with colors
But truth is truth
and will be forever.
Why you couldn't see us
Why you couldn't feel us
We reached to you
'coz you were never ours.

We won't cry for
you had blamed
We won't try
to prove something
I won't forgive for your sins
Though I wish you R.I.P
In your grave.

You made me wonder
For our emptiness
The void you have left
The trust you betrayed
Which I can not forget
Every scar you've given
I won't forgive
For tears thats fallen.
I wish you R.I.P
I wish you riot in hell.

I came with a flower
on this funeral
To See how lonely
is your end.
The ashes fell from heaven
In here,
See your happiness burning
If you could have known
you have mistaken
Whats heaven...
And where is the hell.

I will be at your funeral
When the day will come
For you to leave
with a flower and black dress
With my mother
You had never deserve.
I promise you Father
I will come
And I will never forgive.
No matter when you ask for it
If you were living
Or in your death bed.
You won't find it.
So have peace with your betrayal
Rest in peace in your rotten hell.