I Laugh Until I Cry

Can you feel unfortunate and luckiest,
Both at the same time,
I have, I have been in
The situation when,
I laugh until I cry.
Can you escape the feelin' to depart,
Depart from a love one,
Leavin' tears in her eyes,
And pain behind.
You know she be lonely,
Incomplete when you're gone,
But she'll be waitin' in a hope,
Hope for you to return.
Tell me how you feel,
If sorrow and happiness
come on same side of a coin,
Have you been in the situation
Of departing love to meet a special one.
I have, I have been in the position
filled with joy and regret,
Condolence and comfort,
all in one occasion.
I have been in the dias,
Where turnin' back doesn't work,
Coz the train picks up
And I've to say that word.
Happy to see Mi Amor again
but my love so long I left back,
while getting in the train
seeing her alone in the station
fills me with pain
Oh God have mercy
Should I smile or cry
My heart feels strange
With several thoughts in my mind
I wish God keeps her safe
All I leave behind
She keeps smilin' always
I wish when
Think about her
And I laugh until I cry.