Surviving Demons Within

Burn in the rage of vengeance

Let the crimson blood drench your soul

Call your darkest demons

And let 'em loose in the arms of night

Punish the one who deserve

Let the darkness take over

That’s your true purpose

Cleaning the mess of creators

Satisfy your lust of vanity

A self-righteous being standing tall

Riding alone in the long night

City on fire and dead everywhere

Laugh at the face of survivors

Let ‘em fear for their meaningless existence

Burn everyone to ashes

And let them suffer.

Now sun is coming out tearing the darkness

And river washing off all my anger

With Soft breeze in the morning

Breathing relief clearing my thoughts.

For a moment there I caught my reflection

Judging by my own rule, I utter to myself

“Serve every sole with what they deserve”

I paused with a stream of realization

"What do I deserve?"

Am I a monster

Or slaved to my own demons

What’s important,
What is the meaning of all these.

Was I clearing a mess

Or was leaving a chaos of ghastly dread

"What have I done?

What have I done?”

I kept repeating

Suddenly jumping straight

And was sitting on my bed

Waking up from the shudder nightmare

Filled with remorse

And cried for hours

Facing my reflection

I took an oath

Taking one day at a time

Fighting my own crimes

Demons will rest in every soul

Keeping mine in leash

is about my own restrain

Creator!! Let me survive myself

Help me battle my darkness 

Fighting each day

Let me burn in my own rage

But Help me!! Lord

For vengeance shall never take control