Be My Guest...!! - III

For story until now Go To the END :

Chapter Three - A Dream So Real

A Salute to BRAM STOKER on his 165th Birthday

Oh! My dear lord...
I slept so dead last night
That even the moving train
Couldn't keep me
from sleeping tight.
Where to the time pass by?
and when did the sun rise so high?
I slept for so long and Oh! so tight
That now, the evening light is shimmering bright.
Still am feeling way too tired
As if I've worked so hard
I guess in my sleep,
Maybe I had a dream
A dream where
I was running away
where to I coudn't say
mortal fear gripping my soul
but afraid of what I couldn't know.
All I remember was running away
All I felt was running away
But I can't remember
who was chased
to far far away.

I was awaken by sudden brake
The train stopped
in some lonely place
I rise up to look around
Everyone was sleeping
Motionless people
Motionless all were.
The train started again
but still motionless all were
in this train.
The moving train
travelling in darkness
heading into a tunnel
where darkness lay hidden.

"Mr.Ray... Mr.Ray..!"
I tired to wake him up
But he was sleeping so deep
Even my yelling voice
Couldn't penetrate through his dream land.
Everyone in the train was
Lost in a similar state
I couldn't move a single sole
All my screams were in vain.

I panicked
And thence started to sweat
But looking outside I saw snow
covering the earth under its white shroud
Seems like the earth was dead
for several years under these chills.
"Jesus help me, I am frighten"
Unable to understand
What I have gotten myself into
"Oh! Lord... Oh! Lord
Save my soul
From this darkness and this evil train"
I prayed and open my eyes
to my astonishment
everything was dark outside
I believe we entered the tunnel
its so dark, its pitch black
Its night under the daylight.

I turned my lamp on
closed the window
for freezing breeze.
I had nothing more to do
other than wait
wait for people to wake up
wait for someone to call my name
for some small talk
or this silence is driving me insane.

I waited and waited
I waited long enough
for my watch seemed like
past couple of hour and half
but not a motion in this train
nor tunnel we were passing has ended
the same darkness all along
and everyone is lost
in their own dream lands.
Its frustrating!!
and my heart was beating fast
sweating like a pig
and breathing hard.
I opened the window for some air
but so suffocated
and chocked I have got.
"Oh!! dear God...
Whats happening"
I rise from my place to take a walk
I couldn't pass through my boggy
for its block with walls
I looked for the door
but found none.
"No... No... No!!
I am getting insane"
I looked again at the watch
and 4 hours had gone
"Atleast the time is passing away
I can tell in this crazy train
its the only thing that defines
that am sane"
"Mr. Ray for God Sake
Please wake up,
Please talk to me
jus take my name
or Say a word..."
He didn't move
As if he is dead
"Anybody..!! Anybody..!!
Somebody... Talk to me
AHHHAAA!!!!"
I shouted and sobbed
at one place.

There was a long silence
other than the sound of the train
The quiteness in here
was testing patience.
Then suddenly... "Hello Mister!!"
Voice of a Lady refering me
"You're so manificiantly handsome"
with a pause "and young
Why so depressed??"
She possessed the beauty of a goddess
an angel came from heaven
I looked at my watch again
to ensure am not insane or dreaming
5 more hours had gone by
since am awake.

I kept looking at her whilst she said again
"Hello Sir...
I heard your voice
Came searching for you"
"Oh!! Goddess came herself
to save my soul
from this insanity of loniless
giving salvation on my way"
I spoke to myself.
I then gain courage to speak few words
"Am sorry Miss
I got panic
in this lonely train
I don't understand
why everybody is so dead sleeping
Even I tried to look around in the train
And wouldn't make it to next boggy
No humane contact
to even speak few words"
She laughed,
"Oh!! Dear... dear!!
you are such a poor soul
I jus came from next boggy
you were so panic to get yourself through"
"But still that doesn't explain
why each sole here
is so dead sleep
even my dear friend here
Mr. Raymond
is not answering several calls"
I questioned.

She smiled and pushed me to sit
I looked at her closely
She was as fair as can be
with great,wavy masses of golden hair
and eyes like pale sapphires.
I seemed somehow to know her face,
and to know it in connection
with some dreamy fear,
but I couldn't recollect at the moment
how and where.
She smile again and came close to me
I went drunken in her beauty
but I marked her brilliant white teeth,
that shone like pearls
against the ruby of her voluptuous lips.
"You are so young and strong
I feel like ripping you
and drink your crimson blood."
She advanced and bent over me
pushing and pressing me back.
There was something about her
that made me uneasy,
some longing and at the same time
some deadly fear.
I felt in my heart a wicked, burning desire
that she would kiss me
with those red lips.
She whispered something
and started laughing
such a silvery, musical laugh
but as hard as though the sound
never could have come
through the softness of human lips.
It was like intorrable, tingling sweetness
of water-glasses when played on
by a cunning hand.

I lay quite,
looking out under my eyelashes
in an agony of delightful anticipation.
I could feel the movement
of her breath upon me.
Sweet it was in one sense,
honey sweet, and sent the same tingling
through the nerves as her voice,
but with a bitter underlying the sweet,
a bitter offensiveness,
as one smells in blood.
I was afraid to raise my eyelids,
but looked out
and saw perfectly under the lashes.
The Lady went on her knees
and bent over me, fairly gloating.
There was a deliberate voluptuousness
which was both thrilling and repulsive,
and as she arched her neck
she licked her lips
like an animal,
till I could see in the lamp light
the moisture shinning on the
scarlet lips and on the red tongue
as it lapped the white sharp teeth.

Lower and lower went her head
as the lips went below
the range of my mouth and the chin
and seemed about to fasten on my throat.
Then she paused,
and I could hear the churning sound
of her tongue as it licked her teeth and lips,
and could feel the hot breath on my neck.
Then the skin of my throat
began to tingle as one's flesh does
when the hand that is to tickle it
approaches nearer and nearer.
I could feel the soft shivering
touch of the lips on the
supersensitive skin of my throat,
and the hard dents of two sharp teeth,
just touch and pushing there.
I closed my eyes in a languorous ecstasy
and waited and waited with beating heart.

But at that instant
another sensation swept through me
as quick as lightning.
As my eyes opened involuntarily
I saw Ray's strong hand grasp
the slender neck of the woman
and with gaint's power draw it back
Yelling "He is Count's Guest
No one lay eyes on him
before Count says."
His eyes were blazing red with fury.
She patheticly said "But Count is..."
He grabbed her through her neck again
and threw her out
through window of the train
while exclaiming
"How dare you? How dare you touch him?"
The woman vanished
with a scream.

I suddenly came to my full senses
and sat straight and erect.
To my surprise
Mr. Ray was laying next to my seat
reading a book under the lamp light
"What happened? You seemed to have a bad dream
You are so wet, sweating.
What you saw?"
I looked around,
outside it was dark as night
or being in that tunnel.
I was confused
I looked around with confusion
"You are palely white
what happened? it was a bad dream
don't worry... we are still on the train
and its been an hour
since you have slept"
He explained to me.
I checked my watch
It was jus' 1am
the only thing I was checking
to ensure my sanity
has now betrayed me.
I admitted "Yeah!! I guess...
had a pretty bad dream.
Last hour seems like a whole day."
He smiled and suggested
"Go back to sleep,
Sleep as much as you can tonite
Coz we will be reaching
3:15am after tomorrow.
so tomorrow's night
you won't be able
to have good sleep."
and wished "But my friend,
have a sweet dream this time!!"

I was still in a shock
every detail was so real
even the pain on my neck
where the dent of her teeth could've been.
I was looking around in confusion.
But I turn and pretend to sleep
to avoid any questions.
Looking at my watch
I saw the seconds to pass
and wishing Morning to come fast.

-- To Be Continued...

Until Now in Be My Guest :

Chapter One - Boarding The 3:15 Train

Chapter Two - Solitude As I Had Asked For 

Further on :

Chapter Four - Breaking Dawn to Break Free
Chapter Five - We Arrive!!
Chapter Six - 666
Chapter Seven - The Dread Room
Chapter Eight - The Dread Room Continues
Chapter Nine - Is Everything Real?
Chapter Ten - The Letter?
Chapter Eleven - The First Meeting
Chapter Twelve - Wanderin' Among The Dead
Chapter Thirteen - Nightmares in the Castle of Dracula
Chapter Fourteen - Midnight Conversation

A Day Of Funeral

Am standing in a funeral
where ashes fell from heaven
White lilies are blooming
Soaked in crimson.
No one is there to mourn
But three of us were standing tall
"if only you could have seen
Thats all"
I prayed on that graveyard.

But I had known since long
This chase won't end
with any result.
I left and never came back
Until you rest in here.
We left and never came back
Until you rest in here.

Once in a while
I had thought
Of memories we had shared
a few good and rest awful
We can recall
But hope you in peace
We prayed all along.

Today my dear
I brought you a flower
In this black dress,
I part you with respect.
But then why your grave
so haunted with loneliness
Why no one came,
No one for whom you gave up
Everything you once possessed.
Where are your brothers
For whom you betrayed,
Why they aren't mourned
Or paying you honest words of respect.
"if only you could have seen
Thats all"
I pray on your stone.
With my broken heart.

Truth can be bent
with many angles
Or shaded with colors
But truth is truth
and will be forever.
Why you couldn't see us
Why you couldn't feel us
We reached to you
'coz you were never ours.

We won't cry for
you had blamed
We won't try
to prove something
I won't forgive for your sins
Though I wish you R.I.P
In your grave.

You made me wonder
For our emptiness
The void you have left
The trust you betrayed
Which I can not forget
Every scar you've given
I won't forgive
For tears thats fallen.
I wish you R.I.P
I wish you riot in hell.

I came with a flower
on this funeral
To See how lonely
is your end.
The ashes fell from heaven
In here,
See your happiness burning
If you could have known
you have mistaken
Whats heaven...
And where is the hell.

I will be at your funeral
When the day will come
For you to leave
with a flower and black dress
With my mother
You had never deserve.
I promise you Father
I will come
And I will never forgive.
No matter when you ask for it
If you were living
Or in your death bed.
You won't find it.
So have peace with your betrayal
Rest in peace in your rotten hell.

When You Been Gone!!

I see nothing
I see only the emptiness
I feel nothing for you
The pain, the sorrow, the cries that haunts
I feel no more.

If you don't remember
what I have done for you
If you cant remember
what I have been to you
Then you turn your back
as you have always did
I don't care
even though it saddens me
I don't care
the way you have been before
I don't care
I cant pretend
I care
Time wont erase the scars
you have scratched forever on me
I wont care if you live or die
Better you be dead
'Coz you are already dead
to me
so am fine
Let us be fine
I cant take
Everytime you are mentioned

I can't ignore
how angry you have made
I hate the monster I had become
Now go to pit hole where you belong
GET OUT FROM OUR LIFE
YOU GONNA LISTEN TO ME
RIGHT NOW!!
RIGHT NOW!! Right now!!

you have to go away
you have to be dead
I don't care
you exist or not
I want you to be erased
from our lives.
Forever... Forever... Forever!!
You be Gone!!

Be My Guest...!! - II

For story until now Go To the END :

Chapter Two - Solitude As I Had Asked For

I boarded the 3:15 train
when everything was silent
and darkness everywhere,
the only light I was seeing
was light from blue night lamps.

All the passengers were deep asleep
lost 'emselves in some dreamland
with cold chilling experience
they were sleeping as hard as they can.
I tried to see the people's faces
while passing through
I saw several red glowing lights
shinning through the pitch black darkness
it seemed like glowing eyes dipped in crimson.
Red eyes looking at me
waiting for me to fall asleep,
to grab me by my throat
and tear my soul from within.

The feeling was as haunting
as its was chilling inside the 3:15 Train.
Whilst a pair of cold hand
grabbed me from the darkness
"Mr. Watson! please be careful
watch your step
and don't sweat with wariness
am here to grab you if you slip
Am here for your safety
to make sure no harm comes"
soften my beating heart,
His calm voice act like a tranquiliser,
I exhaled my jaded fears
and finally took some life in.

We reached our seats
it was numbered 6 and 8.
Mr. Ray handed me a blanket
and a thick book with torn brown cover.
He said its cold, and I may need it.
His presence made me so comfortable
I didn't think twice
before closing my eyes for a nap.
"Its a long journey
over 3 nights and 2 days.
All can do is sleep
and write and read
and eat of course"
Mr Ray was prepared
for the journey all along.
He pointed at the thick book
"Ancient history of Transylvania
and the Count's legacy" He paused
for a moment and then continued
"Its a huge book and of many interests
it will be useful
for your knowledge of this journey
to understand
and write on your say
and on the subject,
read it throughout the journey
as this journey will be very long
and nothing else to do."

There was really nothing to do
So I tried to listen to what's around
There was no sound
not a single moving sound around.
The silence was growing deep,
other than the constant music
synchronising the tone of the train.
I tried to read the book from my companion.
The night was very very cold
so I wrapped my blanket,
I planned to read,
But all the yellow bulbs were
either broken
or not working
Thence I couldn't read that night
Soon I fell asleep
and dreamt peacefully.

My eyes opened with a sudden jerk
the train stopped at a station
with only one stall.
It was morning light
shinning bright on my face
through the window beside.
I looked around
no one was there in the train
not a singe sole around
Even Mr. Ray left a note
"Mr. Watson! I have left
your breakfast on the table
I jus' came to know,
one of my acquaintance
is travelling in the same train
I will be back soon
Hope you enjoy your breakfast
and the book."

I looked outside
for where we were
its was more than an hour
we were unmovable,
I got down, but neither anyone at the platform
nor any board with any name on.
Even the station master
was not there where he should've been found.
I got back inside the train,
confused but what could be done.
It was solitude as I had asked for
then why my soul is being haunted?
Why I feel so frightened?
But nothing to do
rather than wait for the time to come.

I had my breakfast
and tried to concentrate on the book.
It was so fascinating how the author
had carefully portrayed the history
with his words.
I didn't know where the time flew away.
Next I remember looking outside,
and the train starting from the station.
It was already evening
with little dark wrapping the earth.

Here comes Mr. Ray
"Oh!! my Friend am so sorry
I took so long
When you meet people
after a long time
the time jus' fly by"
He smiled at me
and continued
"I knew you didn't have lunch
you must be hungry
so I brought you something to eat"
"Oh!! Mr.Ray... I was so absorbed in this book
I didn't know how time flew
And of course am very hungry"
I paused and marked he was carrying only one plate
that he handed to me
"Only one plate,
you're not eating?"
"No No Sir, I ate with my acquaintance
in the afternoon."

I ate my lunch
its was most tasty food
I have ever had
"Wow!!" I remarked
"Thank you for such a nice meal"
Mr. Ray smiled and said "pleasure is mine"
Then we talked about my work
in The Friction Times
he remarked the work
he liked most.
By the By its was dinner time,
Mr. Ray brought us some food,
but he was too tired to eat and
went to sleep.
before he falls asleep,
he turned and said
"Enjoy your journey...
we will be reaching our destination
3:15am after tomorrow."
With a smile, I wished him Goodnight.
I was very satisfied with my meal
and journey all along.
I wrote my journal
and went to bed.
it was so comfortable
that I fell asleep as soon as I lay down.

-- To Be Continued...

Until Now in Be My Guest :

Chapter One - Boarding The 3:15 Train

 Further On :

Chapter Three - A Dream So Real
Chapter Four - Breaking Dawn to Break Free

Chapter Five - We Arrive!!
Chapter Six - 666
Chapter Seven - The Dread Room
Chapter Eight - The Dread Room Continues
Chapter Nine - Is Everything Real?
Chapter Ten - The Letter?
Chapter Eleven - The First Meeting
Chapter Twelve - Wanderin' Among The Dead
Chapter Thirteen - Nightmares in the Castle of Dracula
Chapter Fourteen - Midnight Conversation

Born From Love - II

Chapter Two - The Wedding Bells

When the wedding bells ring,
Thou shalln't wait,
For the song to end.
Probably the King of Gods,
Will not let it swing.
The wedding Bells ring,
The wedding Songs sing.

The Last night ended
with twinkling stars,
so as the morning
shining bright.
Nut was dressed
in golden glow,
finding heart
in her bridal pride.

"Its my wedding
Its my day
Am so excited
am so gay.
I can't stop jumping
I can't stop dancing
Its my wedding day...
Its my wedding day..."

"Thou shall come,
make me bride
kiss my lips
to pronounce Man & Wife.
I look at my ring
and its so sparkling
like stars in my body
shining Bright... Bright ... Bright."

Nut's song was echoing
through the whole universe.
The happiness and sunshine
dazzling bright on the world.

But HE was not
the one who cherished.
"How somebody could defy me,
I am The King of Gods,
I am The Ra.
Thou shall pay for this.
If you take this day
and suck the merry out of it
you shall not be complete
no way I shall let you be complete."

Thunderstorm....Thunderstorm....Thunderstorm....

"Hush my love...
this should be a secret.
Until we are one
beyond any boundaries
You and your Geb
and their soul is one.
I don't wanna
take any chance,
Its me and you
against the world."

"Oh dear Geb
you are so right!
your love, your Nut
is so naive.
I was so happy,
didn't think of the boundaries
didnt think of the reason
of our short and small wedding.
Oh lord of love,
take my gratitute to you.
To send the cupid
to strike us with its love.
Oh the lady of love
Aphrodite..
pray the world is bound in love
pray The King of Gods
understands our love
If not today, but someday
he understands
the meaning of love."

"My lady lets not loose another second,
with the power of universe
lets become one.
Let rush dear, lets rush...
Its not the time,
for joy and celebration."

They rushed to the holy place
where two souls were meant to be in one.
By the time King of Gods could stop it
They were already bound in one.
The Universe prouce 'em Man & Wife
as ceremony ended
when both took their vows saying "I do"

Celebration finally begin,
as Geb kissed Nut infornt of all
Even The Ra witnessed
their holy matrimony
dipped in Love.

Its the announcement of party in the heaven
and the earth celebrated thousand years
with lavishing food and wine.
Everybody blessed the newly weds
with their gifts and love.

Born From Love - I

Chapter One - The Engagement

The ancient civilization
was yet to start
where the universe was held
by only the Gods.
Love was burning as bright as fire
and love was still forbidden
in cages from desires.

"HE shall never let us be together
HE shall forbid our love from future
We shall not cross the axioms
lest our life will be cursed
Nut separated from Geb
forever.. forever... forever... to Sob!!"
with agony choking her throat
tears of dismay pouring her blue eyes
she some how shared her heart
to the lover of her soul.

"No my love, never utter a word as such
I can't imagine our life separable
No matter if we stand at the court of
Heaven or have to go through Hell.
He must... He must have to consider our love
Our love so powerful so virtuous so supreme
even the mankind to come will remember
our words."

"Dear lover! you don't understand
He is Ra, The King of all the Gods
He knows one from us
will overpower his kingdom
His chair.
HE shall never let us be one"
She held to his hand
and mourning her fear
She was feeling the gusty future
coming to shatter 'em
from each other.

But he was determined
as he pull her hand
and wrapped her in his arms
so strong... to never let her go
"If He comes to fight
I will fight against Him
still am alive...
If a year of 360 days
need to be turned
Promise me my lady
you will not leave a stone unturned.
Promise me my lady
you will not leave a stone unturned."

"I do... I do...
I promise you my love"
Sob... Sob... Sob!
Holding him tighter in her arms.
5 nights it rained
it rained, it rained, it rained
for she was sobbing ghastily
with anxiousness.

That night the couple
was so afraid
that they didn't wanted
to let either one go
"My Lady! I don't want to
leave you tonight
or any other night
why to loose a moment
for tomorrow we never know.
Let us envy what we have now
and shrine to togetherness
I purpose to you
Oh!! my Beloved
Marry me... Marry me! My love"

At this she pulled back
he was afraid of her reaction
he wondered if she was hesitant
so maintain his dauntless face
hiding his fast beating heart
awaiting for one word.
She smiled!!

"Your intention is truly virtuous
your love for me so pure
then why your heart beating like thrum
my lover... are you unsure of my answer
are you unsure of my intentions"
With a smile on her beautiful face
the reason brought a glow to charm
several stars shine so bright
and clouds of rain
somewhere fade.
"Yes... yes... yes!!
I say it infinite times
But I question
How we celebrate this engagement?"

The moment changed everything for Geb
the sadness of depressing night was shining
with the moon and the twinkling stars
so his heart beating fast
was now playing a trumpet of harmony
Shouting as loud as he could
"Lets get married... Lets get married"
his voice echoed through the universe.

He picked up a rock,
that was shining like a star
he put the rock on a melting metal
waited till it cool down
and turned in to a ring
It was so beautiful, so shining, so bright
as if it held a star.

He sat on his knee holding the ring in his hand
"My love... I ask you once again
Will you marry me...
Will you marry your only lover"

She was so happy that tears rolled
through her cheek
and few stars were shooting
brightening up the night
and sound of harmony through the air.

"Yes... Yes... yes...!!
I can't stop saying it again and again"

He held her hand in his
kissed it and put the ring on her finger
"I love you my dear...
forever and always
even the heaven and hell together
can't come between us"

She was mesmerized
"Wow! its so beautiful
what is it? it looks jus' like a star!"

"Mankind will call it a Diamond
for now on
It is very rare
after million years on earth
a piece of carbon becomes
such a rock
piled up with the dust
the shine of beauty will be held preserved
only those with pure heart to love
will propose their beloved
with such a rock,
celebrating the engagement of togetherness
it will be called The Engagement Ring.
it will be the tradition from today
and will live from now on"

----To Be Continued----

Shape of Emptiness

I looked inside myself
I wanted to see the light
which has shown the path
to achievement
which has shown the path
enlighting my life, my world.
But today I look inside myself
the light is eaten by darkness
the knowledge is coated with dust,
faith has broken into million pieces.
Strength is weaken without trust.

Today I look inside myself,
today I look inside myself,
its a bottomless darkness,
Its all hollow inside myself.
Today I look inside myself
and finally I find
its not where I am
but who I have been
and what my existence stands for
Today I look inside myself
and the am standing in some hollow,
where the voices echos through my soul
I look inside myself
and am empty as I find myself.