Do You Need Me?

Am caught between
the delusion and reality
if am wanted
if there's a need for me

My time seems to be passing on
and every step I take
with no moving on
With no purpose
no part to play
and everything seems to be
meant for nothing

I ask who am I
for whom am living my life
Why I bear the pain
Why I have to sustain
my faith shaken by crushed fate
if they want me
if there's a need for me

Today what I see
is this my clarity
my existence is all the same
even without me.

Am caught between
the delusion and reality
if am wanted
if there's a need for me?