The Turnin'

Not sure where I stand

the emotions taking over me

they took me for granted

and am jus' an advantage to 'em

How could they expect

I will be living in silence

time would jus' passing by 

and I will be suffocating 

under depression

but enough is enough

Its time

now I am breaking free

I am turning into
something I have hated.

Evil around me

is taking the best of me

And I can't control it

I have done 

nothing to deserve it

I pray to myself

am begging on my knees

don't scream, don't breathe

but don't turn into this

I look at my reflection

Am I the Devil 

Or its lucifer in me

My heart is broken

into thousand pieces

and am still collecting

I have to break out of this

It doesn't matter how it hurts

I have to save myself

before this ship starts sinking

Its my only chance

its my last resort

its now or never

before its all over.

Doesn't matter anymore 

where I stand

I understand my path

my destiny is calling

and I jus' have to follow my heart

with closed eyes

without distractions.

Believe in the future

with no doubt about it

its only gonna be one thing

nothing else does matter

not until am there.