Trapped in slow motion Car Crash

Trapped in slow motion car crash
everything spiraling around
whole world moving too fast
yet every screen so comprehending

As life is disappearing 

A rush through my vain

Several volts electrocuting

hollowness overcame with dread

No control of whatever next
shall I scream or say a prayer 

Grabbing anything I can find 

Drowning in noise or silence intensify.

Can't breathe, restless, panicking 

This moment keeps on stretching

I see clearly
even in panic, chaos and flying debris 

every moment flashed in pieces

Her face I see

Connected to everything 

My salvation in you
as I closed my eyes
I am at peace
and accept what it is
no fight, no war anymore
no curse no grudge
or blame to throw.

Wind wrapping me in its arms
am flying outside the car
every spin reminds of a chapter
My past and what could've been the future

A possibility an anticipation
lost in the chills of darkness
as cold blankets my last gasp
whats left of me
is nothing.