I wouldn't blame you
I would never wish you anything
But all the happiness you deserve.
I am putting all my effort
into my today
All my effort
to not collapse
All my effort
to not feel like burning the world
I don't regret
I keep telling myself
Even though sometimes
It sounds like a lie
Even to my ears
What a girl wants?
What I wanted
Safety!
Too much
When we were married
A sham
My entire life
Everything except
When you made me feel worthless
Deprived, unloved
Neglected
No regret though
You took away a part of me
Broke me
Abandoned me
in a drowning ship.
I am left buried
Pulling your debts
Paying with my life.
I still wish you well.
I pray God bless you
To find love
And realize how I loved.
My wounds are bleeding
And it will
For few more days
or months or years
The part you stole from me
Never to heal again
That's what you wanted
Congratulations!
You won my darling
Cheers to you
'Coz
What's the point?
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