Merry Christmas !! to all Readers

- by Outlines of Shades

Sorry Readers, for posting this a day after Christmas. I posted it on Facebook, mailed everyone I but forgot to put it on my blog.... So Sorry Sorry Sorry.... But the delay is worth the wait.... Check out a snap of the very special Christmas tree below:

I made this exquisitely hand-crafted miniature Christmas tree made from a complete scotch-brite packet...
unbelievable? .. Believe it!
But with a l'il help from my Star... Sir Magnum with the Star on the tree and standing strong black base over which the whole creation is balanced.

Best Wishes
Cleora

P.S : Merry Christmas to all... Christmas is all about merry, at least its what I believe... so my friends and family cherish the merry when you shower some of it.
Check the slide show for minute details.

A Way To INCEPTION

If you love some one so much and have spent happily a lifetime with that person then if you get a chance to spend the another lifetime again, to grow old together, to live a new life, You choose not to.
Jus' watch "Inception", not needed to say anything about the movie as it speaks for itself and if it ain't the imdb does. But the point it proves is that how a simple small harmless idea can bring a huge change in someone for better or for worse. We continually try to change things around us, God wonders when we really did try to change ourselves, when was the last time we stood in front of mirror not putting a makeup over our arrearage rather facing our own inside the very core where there is only survival of darkness and chilling cold. Where no one, no matter how close they may be is allowed, other than you yourself, that inner core that can be judged, protected and shared only by us, but only after we face it.
Sometimes we accept changes, for the sake of situation, what world demands. Some other times, for the sake of someone. But its only you to judge if that change is what you really are or jus a mask to pretend to put on a look-good face.
Whatever the reason is to change, even if you pretend, there is a change that exists, and for that very moment and every flow for every new experience and a new idea there is

something of a beginning, a start called an "Inception".

Best wishes
Cleora

P.S : If you still waitin' to watch the movie... then definitely watch it soon, but when you are in mood to handle heavy stuff. 'Coz this movie will literally sweep you off your feet.

And Leonardo... Well Done! if you read my blog ;)

I Am Nobody

- by Outlines of Shades

Its nobody

who touches my heart,
Its nobody
who feels my part,
Its nobody
who wipes my tears,
Its nobody
who holds me in fear,
Its nobody
from the start,
Its nobody
to mend my broken heart.

Several tears
I weep in darkness
in front of a silent mirror
choking in silence.

Its me
sitting alone now,
Its me
somewhere somehow,
Its me
lost in the darkness,
Its me
clawing in the recess,
Its me
falling apart,

Its me

dying of a broken heart.

Swishes Of My Brush

Am uploading my new painting in my slide show but by any chance if you miss to have a glance of it... here you can.

Look Through The Darkness

Darkness, its one simple word that symbolizes many things all at the same time. Darkness can be meant as in grave, a lost faith, suffering of pain. But is it associated only with the negativity in life? Let me share with you some new shades out of darkness.

When I close my eyes
and sleep
I dream though
the darkness I see.
When I remember my past
the happiness and sorrow
already cast,
I look though the darkness
turn the pages
wrote in black.
The hope lost
walkin through a tunnel
if lighted all place
how can I find a way out?
I wish for a darkness
all around
to see a li'l ray of light
to find a hope beside
a way I can find.
Darkness can be meant
as in grave,
a lost faith
and suffering pain,
a darkness is ignorance
but reason to question
an answer to face.
Darkness can be a strength
an unconditional belief
to sustain,
Darkness is absolute faith
in a dark room to be safe.
Dark can be grave
a funeral to take
but there's
other side of darkness
the darkness over which
our universe is held.

P.S : There's no pleasure to have colors and light in life always, without the darkness sometime shading our path.

Lonely Love

A touch of unconditional care,
faith to wait for the right moment,
sudden surprise of being happily shocked,
numbed by my own defination.

But then the darkness of questions,
unanswered insecure thoughts.
Uncertain fate of loneliness,
trustless scars that paused.

Happen to heal everytime,
each scar left by every fight.
Pain jus fades away,
and peaced with dried eyes.

But am so tired now
dis-believe it'll ever stop.
Lost my faith with scattered pieces,
looking at my broken heart.

Trapped in my insecure fears,
my cries are unheard
These sobbing graves insida me
won't be burried with love.

Painless Suicide

Its very easy to runaway.
So soon it has been too late.
Still taking a last trip
down the memory lane,
with broken heart
and cloths with blood stain.
Am silent, quite but restless,
they blames all on me
and unlawful justice,
breakin my dreams everyday day,
now everysec I blame my existence.

Darken my eyes
don't get wet anymore
my heavy heart
jus let everyone go.
"Is it easier to let all go?"
"oh! my guilty heart
how can you make 'em satisfied?"
I saw no way to rescue myself,
I saw its comin,
its closer to my pain
"can I at least find a way?"
to bid a goodbye
to let 'em abide by
to find a last way
a way for painless suicide.

I think about it
again and again
find new place
find new way.
but what would be there
on that last sec,
what I would want
other than living again.
"I love you" would I want, to say
or a goodbye grace, I will take.

If I close my eyes
who would be the last face?
Would they be smiling
in dry eyes
or drop a tear or two
on my lifeless wound.
Would I feel any pain
until I breadth
or embrace the death
in lonely myth.

Would I find a way,
to bid a goodbye
to let 'em abide by
a way for painless suicide.