I hope you realize someday, thinking clearly and running every moment in your head. I know this very well you blamed me now and you’ll blame me then. But I hope you realize your actions, they were never the right ones, never to mend us one. Rather you words wounded our scars, broke our broken hearts.
You just had to say things even though they meant nothing, you jus' had to hurt us even though we were the only ones helping you and standing by your side. But I hope someday it all make sense to you. Someday you realize, what you had
and why it's lost.
I hope someday you turn back and realize when I was there
you didn't take a notice. I hope someday you realize when your fake single status
actually became a reality. I hope someday you revisit my blog and realize,
every single word I wrote, every single poem of mine is painful and is a cry. A cry for you to notice and agony worst than I die. I
hope you understand why my creations are so dark and how I am lost to you in that dark.
I hope you remember, it’s not ones, not twice but several
times, I gave you no hint but with exposed emotions asked you visit my letter to
understand, what I went through, and how badly they hurt. How much that hurt more, when
after thousand reminders you couldn't, you didn't even tried to open my words, how ignored I was, how unimportant I am. In love we hope we understand each other what sense does it makes if I explain my pain, still I ripped piece by piece and striped my lonely broken heart, showed you everything but you turned your back. Still with a smile, I tried really-really
hard to make us work, in a hope that there could be an "us". I hope you realize how badly you broke that hope.
I hope someday you reach your sanity and you feel what I
felt. I hope someday you try to understand someone like you never understood my
pain. I hope someday you could make someone feel your love that I never felt. I hope someday someone can trust, depend, and feel protected with you like I have hoped in my heart. I
hope someday you have everything I never had. I hope when you realize all this it’s not too
late to start.
No comments:
Post a Comment