I Feel Nothin'

I hope
I feel nothin'
No emotion
no connection

Drifting away from everything
walking to solitude
a way to choose
a way to separate

I hope
I feel nothin'
'Coz all I feel
is pain.

Haunting feeling of loss
Nothin' to hold on to
Agony of broken heart
scattered in million pieces

Unable to get out
of this feeling
drowning in darkness
of my own hell

I have created
my own evil
now am captivated
with its chains of suffering

No escape
No scream can get away
down below
somewhere in the coldness
lost in darkness
I hope
I feel nothin'

Not love
Not passion
No compassion
to ardor or be adore.

I hope
am lost
in this numbness
in apathy
in alienation.

Rather than
feeling agony
I hope
I feel nothin'