Died, One more Time

Drowning into the blackness 

No hope 

no escape 

I am letting go 

sinking in slowly

as my vision fades

Silence wraps me

in its cold numbness

lungs are filled with angst
I submerge inch by inch

suffocated and died that day.

Walked to the edge 

And accepted my fate

I am letting go

here again

Jus' one last step

I feel the air 

caressing my skin

and world moves slower

heaviness sinks in

as I step forward

Letting go of myself

I am letting go of you

slipped off your hands

not to come back 

ever again.

I was your morning star

I was your home

I was your direction

your compass 

to find where you belong.

I am your past now
a chapter on torn paper

disappeared in the black sky

into a supernova 

I shine bright

to die one more time.

Fading away

Like a smoke in the air

I never existed 

erased forever to you
and memories we made. 

Punished my soul 

to eternal damnation

Death by a thousand cuts
Died, One more time 

Loved you
It was my crime,
But this was the last time
consumed into nothing now
I am lost to you
till the end of time.