My Last Sleep

I wish I could
disappear into nothing
fade into a smoke
without a trace

I wish the earth
opened up right now
And I am
swallowed in it

I wish my story
would jus' end
It's so hard
To carry on like this

I wish I had the guts
to bear the pain
to died once
and not a thousand times
fearin' it

I wish the universe,
Finally, listens to me
And I escape this world
in my last sleep