Am Your Reflection

Let me tell you
with my broken heart
I had always loved you
and I will keep doing too
If you don't understand me
its okay
I can take that hurt
but don't misjudge
for what I don't deserve.

Think for a while
if you talk to me again,
and if its the last time
before I evanescence,
blurring my human form
turning to ashes,
burnt in rising flames
never to return.

Its okay
if am unfortunate
but I held to you
for better or for worst
I have given
my words
written my life
on your name.
I am not scare
of loosing myself
I not afraid of getting hurt
but daunted by the turns
where we might have reached
everything I say
you misinterpret me.

How can you imagine
I can ever be,
coarse and bawdy
if I mean all the wrong things
my life has no meaning.
My existence is nothing but lie
without you am done living.
I can't tell you to take my hand
I am your own reflection
you face yourself
you look at my eyes
see if it bleeds
with tears of misery
how can we mistrust each other
how can we stand facing different bent
we're part of each other,
even if your heart can't deny
may be deep deep within
you know the real me
whats stopping you to except
am still who I used to be.

I am your own reflection
look into my eyes
and tell me if am untrue
look with your heart
I am not dead cold
am not dead to you
don't call me a stranger
tell me where am wrong
why you judge me
for what I haven't done.

Let me tell you
with my broken heart
I had always loved you
and I will keep doing too
If you don't understand me
its okay
I can take that hurt
but don't misjudge
for what I don't deserve.

Remember am your reflection
I will get torment,
if ever you been hurt.
I am your reflection,
I am part of you
You may discard me,
so abandoned I will be.