Love lost to Lust

What's the difference between
Love and lust
One so tender with melody in heart
but then there's an apprehension
hidden in thoughts
buried in guilt.
Can't be seen
with licit heart
but deep within
its what he wants.

Can beat the desperation
throwing your life away
over a moment so temporary
but rush through the veins
adrenaline so addictive until it ends.

Thrill that not to last
but excitement once again
its like falling in love
only better
with all these hidden games.

But there is a dark corner
every time you come home
every second you face her
why you feel so consumed
why you are so choked out.
every time you close your eyes
it haunts you like
something chasing you
and you are getting caught
wherever you go
you are not alone.

Maybe today you slip the judgement,
Sooner or later
you'll have to pay
there'll be a time
you'll have to chose
who will win you
Is it your admiral voluptuous covert
that makes you feel alive
that sustain your passion to high
or the angelic love,
you called that compassion
your occult trust
your dubiety to the one.
You pause,
why you've to think
You've thought of your benefit
it was always been lone veracity.
You can't love anyone
it had always been lust
and your greed you chose all along.

Love stood understand shadow
asking you why?
for the betrayal,
for taking advantage of her trust
"Why you played me,
Is it that you no more love me"
Then she comes to the most
adage question, "Do you love her?"
funny that question never made sense
it was never a question of love
or whom you want,
It is your benefit,
It is what serve you save future
Why it is always about you
when you're most pathetic
deceitful figure of love.
Unworthy of any ones mercy
You played with both
you had no line between love and lust,
you touch the surface
but never reach the soul
deep inside you're pit darkness
void in your heart
despair of ever being whole.

What's the difference between
Love and lust
One so tender with melody in heart
but then there's an apprehension
hidden in thoughts
buried in guilt.
But lust shadows love oh! divine
love fades away
lust excite you in different ways
if caught to addiction
there is no escape.
Maybe today you slip the judgement,
Sooner or later
you'll have to pay.
Choice was never yours
when you choose over lust
Our memories went blind
there's nothing to remind
'coz you left me behind.