Its Sad How Loss Comes

Its sad how loss comes and struck us with its hardest stroke suddenly and unexpectedly. Without us having a blink of an idea that something matter to us would be taken away in next couple of seconds, that one thing which we want to protect with all of our life and nurture with our soul, if given a chance to. That one thing that will tear our heart inside out if we loose its existence from our life. The pain of aching heart and nausea of aching stomach due to the emptiness and hollow feeling jus never dies away. And all this numbness with a thought of, how loss can come and stuck us with its hardest stroke suddenly and unexpectedly.

What made me sense such feelin'? Well weird thing is how a small to smallest episode of incidents can affect our state of being. How something we haven't been a part of, can drastically change the directions of the our thoughts to recall if this has or could happen to me.

Yes, all am feelin' right now is sorrowful with discarded faith from the judgment of heavenly powers. Reason...? if I write it now... you won't be reading the document ahead. Ya! am tryin' to build a suspense here but with a promise to let you know of the reason before I end this post.

It takes a long time for the scattered pieces to come together and create a beautiful screen, it also takes lots of effort to make the clay to sculpture but we don't know how long this beauty of that mesmerizing happiness and satisfaction can stay. We do everything possible in our part to hold to that moment and cherish the benevolence out of it. We don't know hows the next second gonna be like, is it gonna devastate our future, or gonna bless us with more than we can imagine. If life is an uncertain "how?" which if frightens us then we wont be living at all. Someone said "Every song has a chord a final movement, Whether it fades out or crashes away. Every song ends but is that any reason not to enjoy the music."
Absolutely, its about life and how You live it. Each one of us is worthy of the beautifully waved life we are living. It depends on only us what we see and what we carry, is it dark ash from the past or uncertain hope of joy and cheers ahead. Decide yourself what you choose! 'coz it gonna decide if you are stuck or going to move on. Life is another name for water, which flows making new paths and changing directions.

By the meantime I need to figure out, how I move on?

Take care
Cleora

P.S : The reason for such thought is, I was watchin' a particular series (Genre : Drama) these days. From where I absorbed the pain of lost lives of the dear ones, which made me numb with a fear, how am gonna deal with such situation if face any.